"Until I Get Over You"

Woke up today thinking of you

Another night that I made my way through

So many dreams still left in my mind

But they can never come true

I press rewind and remember when

I close my eyes and I'm with you again

But in the end

I can still feel the pain, every time

I hear your name

[Chorus]

The sun won't shine since you went away

Seems like the rain's falling every day

There's just one heart,

where there once was two

But that's the way it's gotta be,

'til I get over you

[Verse 2]

Walked through the park,

in the evening air

I heard a voice and I thought you were there

I run away but I just can't escape

Memories of you everywhere

They say that time will dry the tears

But true love burns for a thousand years

Give my tomorrows for one yesterday

Just to know that I could have you here

[Bridge]When will this river of tears stop fallin'

Where can I run so I won't feel alone

Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'

I've just gotta take it from here on my own

But it's so hard to let go

i am in the RIGHT mood to blog now
i seems so happy today or
just for now

and the reason is
i SAW YIOCHUKANGSECGUY!!!!!!!___
and first time hearing his voice .
i am ecstatic . =)
love me <3
it 's lame . but ya dunno how i feels .

MR goh kem siong went to his dunno who wedding dinner .
wad da heck .
and i am alone
so my eyes were straying at guys .
LALaa . caught a glimpses of some preety boys .
and i did my homework at mac myself .
okay . at least i did some . =)
better den nothing right ?
yes ! yes !

and the thing that pissed me off is .
he ask to go his house .
and they were like all preparing to to da dinner .
and me . do homework
wad da fuck
so i said i wanna go .
and he let me !
okays . shan't not be bother with him .
i shall go see my pretty boy againn=)
peace OUT _

and exam is drawing near .
and i went to woodland lib to borrow some books
it was like !
FINALLY>
and wad am i going to draw.
seriously . i dunno . hars .

i am more concern abt the coming english and chinese mid yr
i duno why .
and maths too
the rest
i am not sure .
but i wan to do welll
and i must do well .

good luck for me . _________-
=)

and the day is save
thanks to dixon and chong_______
fengling and thompson too __


it begin with a word.
and it went on like forever .
and that to that beep ______ guy .
i will not hate u
i shall have a good heart to forgive U
i was quite scary
with all that parang coming all out .
but not my first encounter .
but i cant win all the hands
really thanks dixon and chong for the help
u two are great peace- er
i will never forget

thanks a million .
prob solved .


and to him
there 's is always hope if u want
dun wait for it
go for it .
i love u .

why are the two pretty boy gays !
it's such a waste . !
but it's interesting to see this kind of blog

i vommited twice today
quite of torturous .
imagine me not eating anything
and trying to get something out of my throat
but thanks fengling . =)
class was boring as usual .
exam is around the corner

mr pang gave us a big thrashing !
or lecturing !
we are just plain LAZY
that 's all he can say
and guess wad
it 's the fact
being cher is so ........................
CHAM.

went to watch AQUAMARINE .
it 's touching and nice .
jojo is sort of linsay lookalike in some part
that mermaid was Ok .
and the guy wasnt that HOT
but overall they story was good
the ending was expected
i am so in love with the " stick ons earring "
it look CUTE

u are beautiful in the inside and the outside . " cutesy .

zerroossszxx

[ social studies 7/18]
[englsih 11/30]
[ amaths 21/35]

RED ALARM FLASHING.
a faliure is not the end of my life .
this is a reminder for me to work harder
____

A - attitude
B- BIG GOAL
C- create working plans
D- diligence - determination
= EUREKA

the formulae of success!! by DR william tan !
so mid coming jor
mugging time
muggin muggin muggin

seriouly i lost interest in studying .
but for NOW
for the sake of that CERT
i am going to work hard!
to accomplish my dream !

FASHION DESIGNER : seems like everybody know le
will i be the next armani !>
lol:
but got bernice ! that 's tough

perhaps i nid help for my studies !
MARK : he is useless !
but he 's my motivation to work harder !
cos i dun wan to be kan sway by him ~


friends will let u their shoulder when u cry
they will be ur listenign when u have problems .
they will share the laughter joy and memorable times .
as each day passes
thir prescene seems to everything !


zeroo . ho ! ah die s

i am in a farking bad mood today .
so bare with all my rubbish .

the reason is __________
i dunno why . so DON"T ASK!!!

TERRIBLE MOODSWINGS_. i can define it .
i just come by and never go away
urgh .
CURE ME .
i am driving myself crazy
throwing tantrums at ppl around me !
the selfish act i am doing .
the inmature behaviour
i dun derserve anythng .
i am just a farking person with farking attitude problems .

i am just a failure .
i dun even know how to contain my anger
i feel like CRYING.
but my tears just dun FLOW___
it just in the middle of nowhere

i am just someone standing in the middle of the highway .
feeling the speed of the cars !
waiting for something to knock me off ._

perhaps i nid to visit the pyscharist !

do i have the stand to flare my anger
[x]to show my discontentment
[x]to citisize anyone .
[x]to dominate other ;s life .
[x]ruined people's mood .

i am just a nobody .
just a person walking down the streeet .

it 's sucks !
but i cant help it ._______________

hope i dun live long . i hate life .
i hate GOD !
I HATE EVERYTHING !
LEAVE ME UNLOVED ! ________
thus . maybe it will be better off __
without me

i am back to post myy thoughts again _

and i got back some test papers this week
so let's start with THE AWFUL
: i got 13/ 25 for e -maths .
kind of disappointed .
but not giving up . i know that 's NOt the best i can GET.
i wan my 90 plus ! oops !
i am barely there for NOW !

talking abt maths .
i always feel stress doing maths paper .
i dunno why .
my hands would tremble and hard would beat a little faster
i am lacking confidence in do things .
chinese too .
i lost 8 marks !
my intitial answers were correct !
but in the end . i got wrong just becos i chnaged my mind !
how i wished i can overcome this !

and the GOOD
i finally passed my science
chem too . congrats me

and today was great
having great loads of FUN with fengling in MARK
with exceptions of jiunchyi and chewloo
they are TOO GUAI
imagine 4 hrs of maths .
and that 's was like damn long and boring
and thatMR NICE VER ACT tutor doesnt intend to Release us

fengling and me were crapping
making ourselves entertained !
doing stupid stuffs.
talking rubbish .
and mark was like glaring at us .
hinting us to SHUT UP .
but wad can he do !
he had led us to this kkind OF horrendous state
when we cant differciate human and ghost
black and white
mark and un mark !
haha lame

so we went home early
cos we finished our WORK !
claps !!
and we went to chong pang market to eat .
we ate fish slice bee hoon
not bad lahs
and dar treat me satay
and he was talking abt his sch life .
i know how he felt
but perhaps time can heal
and he could even make more friends in his class .

and .. fengling can get into his bic !
so poor thing ! hahaa !
but i can LOL .
but anyways i love being with the both of u!

great day
spice me up
love me too
i believe one day i will spread my wings .
and go to the place where i used to belong

today i went out with jores .
TO STUDY.
had great load of FUN!!

- eat mac
- took neoprints
-chase out by mac manager
- playing with camera!

we went to make .
the most ironical thing is that .
we just sat and eat our food
den that stupid aunty asked
" do u want to throw away "
damn it .
how could we waste 6 buck on a meal and throw it again
and at the same time
WE WERE DAMN HUNGRY
and she came over for SO many TIMES .
the ppl there ARE WEIRDO

secondly ,
we were doing our homework there !
and a old hag with thick make up apporached US.!
aka mac FLOOR manager
in her sweetest voice .

" i need ur help . maybe u shldnt do ur homework here .
cos i might nid the table later ,
I KNOW STUDYING IS GOOD !
but maybe . next time ..
and d u find the milkshake sweet
it's a little too sweet right !
" damn fuck !

so we pack our stuffs and went to walk walk !
LOL.
walk and walk .
and we took neoprints!!
the machine was great !!!
the elephants and da toliet bowls !!!

and saw a bunch of orchidpark gal and one gal was like .
we are also queuing ,...
damn u lahs .
who want to cut ur queue .
DOTS
den she was saying
" we put our handphone in our pocket
den kater take neoprint take our hp out !
!! i wan to take this kind de . we pose this pattern !!!
LMAO!
i was laughing my arse out man !
andwhile she was taking her fabulous NEO
i was repeating her words outside !
i so so darn eviil

LALALaaaaa .

and we went to ice lemon tea !
the saleggirl damn rude
let me quote her

" excuse me , can go away anot ! "
wah big seh
haha

okie . i rant so much !
naturally bitchy !
wow !

and that guardian ladee!!!

keep pester me ! i wan to walk ard also cannot !
damn her !
intro me pimple cream
and touch my hand !

LOLX!
but she is nice !

singaporean are getting more diligent !
LOL
continue with ageing population tmr

ytd wad GREAT .
lots of fun and Laughter !
and LOTS of pictures .

LOVE them !!!
YEAH..

FURY

u might think i am wrong . but that's how i feel

but i still hate u BITCH
why give birth to me
abort me better right
waste ur time and money !
reduce ur blood pressure to scold Me

u made a statement that u aint biased
but frm the action u does
u had shown u are VERY biased
u treasure her like precious
treat me like a dung of shit .
u spent every cent on her
while rant when u spent some on me
u gave her the best
i get nothing .

other ask me to understand u
some ask me to accomodate u
so i keep my motuh shut every u NAG .
but it was even worse .

maybe GOd is unfair again .
hais .


but maybe there are still good friends beside me .
and a special BF.

I HATE U BITCH FUCK OFF

my day starting really well .

but when it's getting to the end of the day


i end up with tears


i am getting fed up with myself .
why cant i just control my emotions
problems cant be resolved just by crying .
aint it .
is life really that miserable .
or is it MYSELF who make my life seems that way .

or is this stress?
or how shld i define this ?

can any medicine cure this .
is it unfair to people around me
but i really apologise for wad i ;ve done .
frm the bottom of my HEart : I "M SORRY


maybe god must be punishing me all the sins i ;ve done .

i hate myself
and i canot deny

i lost my fucking damn ez link card .
and that stupid uncle still give me his fucking attitude
wad's this world coming up to .
gosh . the service ish so damn RUDE
how i wished i could slap him ..

and i lost the neoprints ,.
DAmn it .

today sucks

but atleast jiun chyi passed her 2.4 km
i was really easy running .
and she got 1700
and i accompained her all the way .
wasnt i great!

and i helped the aunties arranged the chair .
i am helpful and freindly .


but why must god DO such things to me .

he's so biased !
he hates me . giving me all the bad
while i am contributing all the good .
is this the way to repay me .
if it is .
i rather die .
i hate this wOrld .
it's so ugly
how i wished i would geyt lost.

why am i not getting the thing s ,.i pay for
the efforts i made in ,.
the result i get .
fuck man !
i hate this world to the fucking core.

hate me too .

- there is not that much homework today .
so decided to come online...

so the most controversial topic of the week ::

campus SUPERSTAR..
agrees with Mehs . that TERESA sucks .
she is so damn arrogant . and thickskinned .
overconfident . if ya think u are pretty joined pageant lahs .
and i am not IMPRESSED by ur singing at all .
my remarks may be crude but that's all u deserve frm me
u dont deserve to u
u only win marglinaly .
so there's nothing for u to be proud of
watever . i dun like u

i lOVE ZHIYANG
i am so impressed by him
his vocal is so smooth and sweet.
i was smittened by his vocal
his cute smile .
gosh tOtally drown by his powerful voice .
and i spent money voted for him !
he shld be proud of himself !!
I VOTED FOR HIM IN THE LAST SIX MIN
whatever ... he WON .

i am doing the meh meh style.so many colours .
yet so nice . i love colours

so the nafar result was OUT .
and i got GOLD .
i first i told mr ramesh asked me to "go " to the failed there
but lucky ah .
i heard wrongly
didnt play game .
just sat there and listen to mr ramesh briefing for those
WHO failed .

everybody seemed so drain out due to the speech dae .
but ppl do take care of urself yars !

just wondering if i should change my blog skin ..

- pondering .

final decision .

BETTER not .


another week pass again .
this week was kind Of RELAX ?
but i still dread school eh .

what have i learnt in school
answer : singing the national antheme
" MARI ki ta " loudly
if not , come early during thursday morning .
to practise singing .
i hate ms SOO and ms sharan kaur
they are just tOO fussy .
and sadistic .
enjoys the pleasure of seeing us singing loudly
cutting hair
throw ears studs .
they have got nothing better to do ah .
swt .

and i passed my 2.4 km
after the second attempt
completing the TEN rounds for 14min 15 seconds .
which was a A for my age .
i am impressed with myself . blahs .
i love running -

recently i am not feeling that good .
i am so temperamental until ppl ard get so fed up
the moOd just love swinging there and here .
i wan to get hold of it .
but i was too far for me to reach .
a BIG BIG SORRY to ppl ard me .
tolerating my nonsense .


i s extra long remedial useful ?
think again .
gosh .

so frustrating !!
why must those apes evolve
and let us human suffer in misery .
so lonely so cold .
i hate this wOrld
and i cannot deny

results:RED light !!!

english : F9 [ did badly for the first and subsequent test ]
chinese : D7 [ flunked compre and compo ]
combined science : D7 [ at least i got a 7 so shuddup]

e - maths : A1[ something i shld be proud of . scoring over 90+ compare to last yr consecutive failing : and a 50 marks in final yr ]
a-maths : B4 [ frm 20 plus mark to 60 plus is defintely a major improvement ]
combined humanities : B4 [ must work harder]
ART and design : B4 [ tyco ]

flunked 3 subs out of seven .
it was far far away frm my gOal .
so i nid to put in EXTRA EXTRA effOrts to fufil the standards i had set for myself .
i cant even get into a poly . L1R4 : 22
LOL.
but at least i have improved so SHUT UP .

the first week of term two -
it 's tiring . boring . and ....
there isnt much homeworks .
but i seems really tired when i sleep at nine everyday .

it was rather relax in class .
almost everybOdy is slacking .

took class photo and i sat besdie mr pang pang .
gosh .
i am taller than wang lan loh !
LOl . but in the end she was ask to sit in the middle where mr pang sat !
muahhahaa lucky me
hope it turns Out well .

Mr Ramesh and his " shi bu shi "

i am Such a failure i cant finish my 2.4
nvm tmr got retest .
shld be blaming myself for not perservering .
aint not the weather .
though the weather was horrible .
the field was wet and slipperly .
but i gave up after torturing myself for seven rounds ?
maybe i will try my best tmr !
all da best eh .

my day :
we had a warm welcome frm mdm loy
she gave us all a handshake
lol and gave adeline a hug ! <>
art was fun .
especially when we nid not draw much -

and he called . i was really tired but .
he woke me up to chat with him gradually
i still love him .
more than ever.

hope i will be well .
just feeling really tired . gosh
with all those back aches

SO hectic .
wondering how am i going to find time to play .
LOL .

WOwWOw .
just too in love with U . eh.
miss me too alright

10 march 06

hang out with su jun today .
had great load of fun .

we went to orchard .
cineleisure . had a big scoope of ice -cream
she bought cookie and cream
and i bougth caramel almond fudge .
that 's was so fattening .
it was really big and it only cost us $3.50
intially we were thinking of having double scoopes of that .
mine was dripping . swt.
i 've made a fool of myself

and then we went on shopping .
we went to mu !!!!!
yeah tried on the blOuse it looked great on us
but the price was beautiful !
we were plainning to buy another time

so conclusion

went to orchard .
cineleisure / paragon / heeren / far east
bugis .
she bought . a shirt . a ring .
i bought .: neoprint
toagther : great day !

fri : 10 march 06
sport's carnival .
there is hundreds Over pictures taken . but i am going to select some
or else it will be plain boring .

had great fun :

FIRST AND FOREMOST>!!
WE GOT SEOND FOR MASS SKIPPING
which was very tight compeition
we skipped . 151 times .
but the CHAMPION when on to5b2
but we had already tried our very best .
without any training .
i am proud of u guys .
u GUY rocks my world
and
our teams were :
cheng hou . alex . the two great guy turning the ropes
the skippers :
huda . dingli . keyan . fengling . andy . han qiang . nelson . wen chuan . YQ.jing yu .

we were shotuing . and ahouting and shouting .
and cheerring for ourselves

and thanks to those who filled out bottles and cheering for us eh !
regina . sujun. huifang . serene . jacklyn . and everybody !

we won seond for mascot .
jiun chyi is the most beautiful butterfly that day .
yeahs .
and the rest were either third or fourth .
but we had all tried our best
yeahs

and me and keyan ran the beep test .
both failed
too tired to carry on .
woots .

great day !

sweetest memories .
thurs : 9 march 06

our trip to hwa .
it's was really wonderful trip X)
we put up a skit for the ppl there . and sang truely madly deeply .
it was a faliure overall .
but hope that the people there appreciate our efforts.

and so . we have a taste of wheelcar basketballing !
it was awesome
and that guy tot i was a netballer
swt.
and then we end Our dae with smiles on our face
though there wear so disputes among the classmates .
but there's nth for me to do .

ytd was my last day of work
my aunt wanted to close down the shop to spent more time on herself and family .

ytd was great :
made alot of friends .
with the sales people there
talking and chatting away !
esp tingting , she is fantastic !
fengling and xuehui also came to look for me !
we were all playing around witth the clothes
since there is no customer .

maths is driving me crazy :
maybe i nid moRe time to practise

Art is another big big prob .
there is so many things to do
and i 've been drawing the same god damn thing for the
past ONE yr
and going .
GOsh wad am i thinking .

one LAST thing !
i hate desPosss
they realli sucks .

but i love my qing mao !

weelll hello people . i am back with a much more better com .
and ..

SCHOOL SUCKS !
being sec 4 sucks to da fucking core .
with all those mental stress .
pressures .
and EXTRA remedials .
plus MARK.
omg . it's driving me crazy .
but . i ain't falling alright .
my life is still so bright and gracious

teacher is pushing our engines.
we turned aways and ignored thier advice.
they gave Up .

BUT i 'm not going to do that lahs

that 's one funny thing happened today
mr pang called my mum .
and he told my mum i flunked all my sub
and my maths was pooor.
below average
ironically ,
i scored a1 for both my maths
i was so amused by that .
wad's is he thinking .
my ma gave me a black face but i gave her a big Grin
and started laughing realli hard.


there's a fucking random spot checks for Hp
and that only happen for the "As classes
so fucking biased
we might not take pure scienece
but out moral is respectable one alright .
dun ever look down on us .
DOTs.
anyways many handphones and mp3 was confiscated .
i've got nothing to say
there's too many rich people around

ding is tired . yawns
and i love him

hiatus

my com aint working
my com hates me
duh .. nahs shld be my sis
perhaps after i get a new com i will still be bloggin
my life sucks
hectic
load of hommework
some one help me

weellll
MERRY CHRISTMAS
to all those who love me or hate me
hope u have fun in this joyful season
haha
must miss me
and welcome 2006

MY grammar is a horror
LOL. quite true * nods nods *
but i flunked my english is not because of grammar.

let's not talk bout this .
i am going to die soon .
left so many undone homework sss
especially A MATHS and ARt.

stairway to heaven rocks .
i know i am mountain tortise .
watever it is .
i hate the step mother and step sister .
bOo!

thanks lao gOng gong For making me sleep
than k U wors ..
sory to disturb u also

finally blogged .

todae was OKAY .
watever it is .

went out with my dearest MICHELLE
and we went to Cineleisure and catch a movie
CHICKEN LITTLE.. that chicken ain't CUTE at all
i Agree with that MOVIE!
PARENTS will nv sit down and listen to wat their children wan to SAY.
damn fuck ! they dun believe anything .
bECOS . u are their CHILD .. and they tot that u are childish !
ah baba ba ! Watever shit .

okie back to michelle !
we had fun . and tired .
walk the whole taka !
i love her lots .
and thanks for the Vcd .. at least keep mi occupied..


the rest of my dae turn sucky
shldnt have go there ..
eeeks . i will nv go there again damn fuck !


I AM CUTE
U ARE CUTE
THEY ARE UGLY

I'LL NV GET THE THINGS I WANT
I WAN SO DAMN FUKIN CHILDISH !
WATEVER
I SUCKS

monday : went for chalet
tueday : came back Frm chalet
wednesday : my day with xiaoliyi and koey
thursdae: SENTOSA
friday : at home

my life ish that boring .
u cant do anything _____

how much Would u pay fer love ?
me : no amount . infinite____
if a gal cry in front of u wat would u do ?

i love this !

feel like running away frm reality .
i dun wan to drop another tear for u .

a guy would nv turn back if the gal walks away
he thought that nothing had happen
i hate guys ! guys sucks !
fucking idiot !


i dun nid anyone to love
dun nid anyone to care
i am all by myself .
and not Crying anymore

end this with a tear .
everything will be fine

i wan to love u .
be urs forever and ever /
to be continue ...

i miss u more than word can say ..

3 more days and that will mark the end of my holidaay eXTRA lesson .
hope it ends faster ..
haha den finish up my holidae assignments .
Den go chalet have fun ..
but no money !
Dorts.
they ppl also nv tell mi anything abt the chalet
maybe they had forgotten bout me
but who cares right .
it's Still Early .
oh yeah.
the stupid noise coming frm the constructuin woke me Up.
even my lao ma also buei tahan .
as u Can see.
it really ... oh my god .
7 plus . so noisy liao
and nan de wo ke yi shui jiao ah !

okie lahs . update this night ,
love yah

i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u

Especially fer u . xxmuacksxx

badminton maniac z.

mm. so i brought my badminton racket to school todae .
and had mdm lim lesson
she commented that my word are neat but too small for her
she seems to be in a typical good mood today
so good fer us

after our boring english course .
we went ahead to da CC nearby . for some badminton -ing
with ....
wan qi , jiun chyi , lin juan , corrine , liu yong , jin yu and meng ni
had a good game .
oh yeah but my leg hurts alot now !
urgh .
but watever at least i had fun .

that 's all fer todae .
all i want is fun . LaALalaAALlaaa
and da damn golden village onli wan ppl older than 16
Oh my gosh .
watever .

mondae blues ? nahx . i am typically happy todae.
nth special crop up but my mood was pretty smooth.
is it a good thing ?
so . Woke up Ard 5.30 To wake him up again !
at least he say thanks . Den drop back to my Bed.
yeah there ish Chemistry lesson todae !
and that idiot niZZam ! took my workSheet !
how Dare U !!
heng tcher nv malign me nv pass Up.
Or Else...
i will chop u and cook my fav curry chicken
so after Da remedial
me jiun chyi mengni and lin juan plus wan qi went to da canteen to have our lunch .
and we gossip alot about some ppl LOh.
so went to Da gym todae 1
pretty FUn man !
LOL .
veh tired now .
oh yeah .

" tmr will be a better Dae "

i miss u . , do u ?

so Woke up Ealy in da morning .
went for mark .
huifang joined us too
and mark Was like crazy-ing taking picture with his long kok kok camerA
swt. and he bought Us yakult !
yeah . nice Lahs .
so after that . Went to meet my beloved for breakfast .
ate roti prata. i treat .
plus milo.
kana broke after that .
Den when to meet my sis !
Omg i was late
initially she was late as well .
and she call mi !
hang me fone thought it Was voice mail!
Den we went Swimming .
not bad lahs . swim until iveh tired!
den treat her chicken rice !
that ;s why i am broke !
haha !
took neoprint LOH.
not bad taken .
i like big big !
make it big ! haha ! Swt. [ i mean neoprint s]
came back very tired
read CLeO until i fallen asleep !
Den my fucking sis make the stupid nosie !
den i shift to da living room
Den my father open the door !
omg
Den i go his room on da fan and Sleep
sho shiok
until i neglected dinner
my sis . force me come out eAt
so i had my dinner at nine!
half plate of rice ! haha !

caution !
this is the climax of Wad i wanted to share todaE
alright. i hate guys lahs jerks
cept for some darlings.
ytd me and fenglign went to make ic
Den saw this ti ko uncle
indian ! swt.
we were wating for train
at CITY HALL MRT
alright
dent hat inidan guy was looking at our direction
initially i tot the guy was looking at fengling only .
but fengling Say he did look at me lahs
Den he was rubbing his dick
GROSS! and mast in da public
ok so we move to the centre
playing with the mirror
Den he came all the way frm the end to the centre
and Gross
show us his evil Grin !

my nick veh obvious , i know haha !

i love my .....
and my les !

i am in love with jay ! yeahhs
" Feng "
i love all his songs .
crazing


to sharan : thank thanks thanks
for sending that late testi !
love yah too .
this year realli rocks .
thanks .!!!

so todae. got da english course.
nothing much happen lahs .
haha !
so ends here


i am alive again !

i want to thank u people :

yusheng :
thanks forur 2.12 am message . yeah u rocks !
jiun chyi :
qing ai de i love yah man ! thanks for da cake . dun care bout wat that wan qi say
it's really sweet and nice. Omg . very sincere .. realli thank U . xxmuacks xx
and thanks for the sweet one yr . frenx forever .
wanQi :
haha the 27 de . i will rmb ur birthdae de .. get ur gift frm me bahs ! LALa .
fengling :
thanks u alot for the album ! omg i love yah ! haha !
realli very suprised ! omg . haha . and the ckaenice right
thanks for that birthdae song too .
keyan :
thank alots ! for that Cd as weelll . haha ! i love u darling . haha !
omg . so touched .
josephne , feng mui , xue hui ,shu hui !
THANKS FOR THE CD!! MUACKS ! U ROCKS !!!!
Chui Hooi :
thanks for the birthdae song ! yeahhs love u .. too
u are my lao gong eh ! haha !
and dearest dearest BAOYUN,
thanks U TOO !!! hahaa .. for telling everyone my birthdae .
sorrie eh . i dun feel like playing basketball
next time perhaps..
chewLOo and Jean :
thank u too ! Love yah .
my darling PEIYI:
it 's okay u nv celebrate with me .
but at least u send me a message not forgetting ym birthdae.
realli miss yah xx. muacks.
and a someone send me a birthdae message :
i dunno who u are but realli thank u for that .
haha .
MR RAMESH :
thank u for wishing me ! haha ! u rocks too .
i will try my best for chem
although i am realli hopeless in it .


magdalene :
haha nv forget my brithdae wors ! ahaa
aniwaes thanks u . muacks
bestfriends forever

to yamei ,
oh my god darling hhaa , thanks for making a call and waihing me
i was shocked ! yeah ! love yah .
must fibd one day go out !
out bond had become closer le
to cheryl :
omg thanks for the testi , i love yah .
miss yah .. cant see u that often
reallihope we can meet one dae tok tok
yeah

6a3 rocks !

and thanks to those who wised me birthdae :
lin juan
amanda
adeline
sujun
regina
nelson
daniel
shilong
zhiyang
erika
huifang
lilian
benjamin
edwin
samuel
thompson
waiyeong di
and who ah . i also forgetliaos
but reali thank /U people !!! lolx !!!


To DEAREST JANE ONG !!!
happi birthdae to u !!!! yeahhs

and my one and only Aiai
i love u . nothing would break us apart.
and thanks
though nv celebrate with u .

one more Dae to my birthdae .
alright todae was pretty alright .
i veh typical Dae.
oh yeah .
and took alot of pics man !
me and jane ong celebrating our BIRTHDAES
at my house .
so we shared a birthdae cake .
she is 13and i am 15 tomorrow
so darn old man !
hope me mama strike 4d !
damn i will have a mp3 liao
prays ! LOL!
mmm . lalalaa . i am happi alright !
make me laugh more !

so i woke him up at 5 plus . so darn sleepy den man .
Alright .. so todae's remedial was pretty Okie .
yeah . permutation and combination .
me and jiun chyi kept on laughing
cos we know it alr . LOL !
and that stupid aLex kept on haolian -ing
he Even shout the ans Wrong so loudly !!
Omg ! whatever . he paiseh nia .
buten he sho thickskin also wun feel anything one .
so went home with da group of girls
cos jiun chyi got BBq .
yeah went home with baoyun .
___ we tok bout alot of things !
and she wanted to celebrate my birthdae for me .
wow . thanks man .
but i got that stupid irrtatin course for english
which falls directly on my birthdae !
* chicken mama kuku nana*
gave baoyun a peck after i alight frm da bus .
reached home sAw " JANE""
yeah so we went for some badmintoning
went twice .
maybe there ish a bit lack of stamina to contiue the game
it was pretty Fun . yeah sweat alot too .
and ease da pain too !
badminton for life .
tmr would be fun
if everything turns out well as planned .
alright .
just Sho darn bored . i dunno how to do the chem worksheet !
watever .



just having some mood swing nowadaes .
just dunno why .
maybe something ish bothering me .
but whatever i just wanna enjoy ! oh yeah

and pls hor dont give me ur ass face .
yuck
he dont want u also not my tai qi !
he also wun want u de norhs .
swt .

if the war prolonged .
there would be more loss

suffered frm that stupid pain the whole afternoon
feel like ranting feels like shouting but just too weak man
and thanks Fengling and jiun chyi for sendin me back to my doorstepas
reali appreciate that .
* muacks *
so . mmm. lay on the floor tying to sleep ...
but cant . just too pain ..
Alright . shall not go into detail .
LOL .

so paul return me my racket
yeahhs seriously hope thta i will be well tmr ...
COs .. haha ! i am going badmintoning with jane ong !
allaa . hopes she plays well lahs .
den more fun .. maybe i will be " noob -er"
long time nv play jor
craving for it man !

and donovan promised me for basketball ! yeahhs !
* abish*
and had learnt a new word frm Amy
"chicken mama ku ku na na "
sho Cute man ! amy Rocks !


sometimes my heart realli sinks man
really miss 2a2 sometimes .
and dread it another time .
gosh . seriously i am not anticiapting for the chalet
but gonna try to recover back the spirit
hopefully ____ but nahx . i just felt So left out

frenx are not for backstabb.
sometimes they might be frank but thier intial idea ish to help u
but if yah treat ur fren like someone to be use when u nid them
i rather ask u to jump Down .
yah dun deserve to live
yah dun deserve to have any frens .
they trusted u while u treated them fer granted .
ah ..... i depise u.
i just hate u .. i dunno Why
everything mihgt seems perfectly alright in everybody's eye
but the hatred is still in da heart
trying to fake a smile in front of me,
wait long
i am not so native
and ur smile ish so decieving .


peace Out

the boy said to his girl :

the reason yon never cross my mind is because you are always on my mind
the reason i dont like u ish becos i love u
the reason i dun want you ish i need you
the reason i wouldnt cry if you left ish because i would die if u leave me
the reason i woudnt live for u because i would die for you
the reason why i am not willing to do anything for u ish because i want to Do everything for you
the reason i choose my life ish because u are my life .

omg . it was like sh0 erm . romantic right ?
got such guy in this world ?? * shakes heads *
i would chop off my head if got such a guy ...
but anyways . it was nice .


alright todae was plain boring .
and i fucking hate it .
i was induging in every thing..
sianstation
i hate afternoon . so long and so darn fucking boring .
but love it when i get to sweat and play hard .
nahx trying to find a parnter to play and sweat along eh
but nobody is sho sporty ..
all sho darn lazy .. watever .
next time i go myself .
play with myself better
at least i nid not accomodate them
i hate accomodating . damn fuck .

i was drawn to da tv ..
yeah . those japs animation or watever u called that
showing on channel U .
though it was in chinese
i Was actually reading the subtitles!
swt.. i am used to reading ..
pathetic .
i think 4 hrs of tv straight .
i wasnt watching .
i was just putting the tv for diaplay .
and lay on the floor figuring how da do the amaths Sum
and engrossing my CLEO !!!
how to be Super fliRtatious ! . bahhaa !
wear killer heels . guys loves legs ..
and giRls pick up lines ...
i was reading and reading
and it gets really boring when i finish da mag .
so i roam ard da house and complaining i was bored!
den my mum was like saying "
go clean the floor , after i go to work "
*shrugs *'
it was like 3 more hrs tO go .
and maybe i will have things to do that fucking three hrs later
Erm . so i was as usual laying on the sofa watching my tv.
and someone came knocking on the door
some worker's party !
it freaks me Off .
i was like . " MOTHER" come out now !
LOL.. so my mum was like so damn fucking elated !
damn .
and so . i went back to my room
to ka jaio my sis and her fren aka my fren !
they were playing maple
and i keep on shouting "Noobs"!
so i was just crazing out of boredom
yeah until she left . aka my fren..
that mao mao !haha !
Chen mao mao
Chen da li
Chen Xiao yi
LOl lame seh

alright . so ...i was so pissed off .
i dunno why ....
watever ..
so tears sprungs..
soon roll down my Cheeks
and ibreak down
and to bring out a brave front
i indugled i sits Up ...
and it was like sho damn fucking easy to do it when i am angry

aniways i am jkust a ypical bitch
i need no one to love
no one loves me either .
hey watever
i am sho damn unreasonable too .
i alwasy rage my anger for nothing .
yeah .
that me ..

woke Up ..feeling realli hot.
but went to school . was feeling abit better
so it rained .
todaes was fine .
i miss him !
hhaa!

happy 2nd months .
u Rocks . xxmuackxzzz.

my Room ish so Clean now !___
Dust FREE
haha thanks TO my whole aftrenoon's hardwOrk !
the Dae ish as usual .
miss u <3

alright_____ i Am BROKE !!!
penniless ! spend all my money on
1. NEOPRINTS
2. t-shirt
3. earrings
4. notebook
5. jane's present
6 .slippers.
7. food !

1. Neoprints ______
took two time with my sister . we went to bugis .
the machines are great esp the second on ....
yeah the one with the poles on ....
love the decorations . the first one was successful as well .
so ... quite contented

2. t-shirt____
i've bought a brown t-shirt in bugis street. i think it's a ghost in the t-shirt
it attracted me becos the colour and collar .
but when i wear it ... doesnt seems nice .

3.earring ____
just a typical earring.
i just nid one

4.notebook ___
purple one which realli rocks !
i love purple

5.slippers____
ripple sipper with lots and lots of circles and colour !
i am jst trying to be retro!

6.jane's present ___
a RETRO SPECS! !!

so knock into wang lan meng ni and leeteng
LOL singapore ish so small ! hehe !
i am broke

mmmm. Woke Up quite early .
like 7plus
maybe i am used to this ____
so mama bought breakfast back .
Carrot Cake .
er no that nice .
after that she ask mi to Help her peel the prawn
which i had nv Done in my whole life .
Den i ask her demo
cos i keep saying
" my mother nv teach me howto peel prawn when i was younger "
haha Den she buei tahan ,
so i had fun with the prawns .
i was so . mmmm. CUTE....
so i peel and cut out the So calld ' stomach "
mmmmm. quite fun lahs
but my sis extra wan peel Den complian Swt ...
LOL.

PractiCe Make PERFECT.
i am in l0ve with myself ....
Remedial Was cOOl .. l0ve it .
And i AM IN FOR MORe ENGLISH COURSE!!
G00d For me `
dying . to be loved ,
and he did ! . muackzzz.

enduration for one more year .

sunburnt . yeahhs .
wen swimming with jane Ong .
she rawk man . talk alot .
crap alot . and i am sho happy to go out with her
and we shares the same birthdae .
and we are going to celebrate together .
lalaa. love her to the cOre.

seriously i dunno wad happened to my god damn house
everybody seems so angry .
tempers falring .
fists flying
vugarities bluring out
but anyways . i dun realli cares ____
and i am stuck inside .
dots . and i am the one cannot flare any temper .
watever , i am the one to blame
the one who is in the wrong
the one who gets nothing .
yah , i hate this .
i am leaving once i had money !
and nv come back again .
craving for that man !

mmmmm. hypocrites. ah damn!

so history
social studies
and amaths tmr
woos .


i love him !

went swimming with my sis todae .
____ got sunburnt . the sun was realli big .
and my hair was damage ! damn it .
but gonna treat it with good Conditioning . h0pefully
and em . went to jane ong hse to play CS two todae .
LOL! and we took Over Long john for her .
how nice of me .and my sis ! swt .
cs was fun esP the guy who . abish abish den abish one !
so cool man !
Den went to meet ahem at 200 plus mac.
do homework norhs
maths
Den saw a grp of bengs want to fight liddat .
haiz . the society changed liao
sianz. as if i veh scared .
alright todae was nice .
i love u ...

so todae was realli cool
went to school without any bags .
with my report book onli ... todae only bringback the book list
and yeah we did that fucking dance
i seriously hate mr Sim .
he is fucking unreasonable .
hello bastard u never dance expect us to dance !
get a life man !Oh shit .
seriously think MR GOH CHIN SENG ROCKS !
hope he will be my PE tcher next yr .
mmm. so daryL kelvin and Rex . will not be in 4a2 next year
we will miiss u all .
realli we are all friends .
....... i haven hand in the declaration Form
watever as if i care !

so little books to buy next yr .

so i went out with him todae
todae was reallli fun muahhaa !
LOL . eat Wanton noodle LOLX!
so damn wanton-ish
i love him hahaa ! .
i wil study hard De .....
muahaha !____________________________

got back report book todae .
seriously i am quite sad
i ' had nv done so badly in my life b4
although there is an improvement
i must work hard !
i dun wan to dissapoint my parents .
i know if i work hard . anything is possible
i dun wan to disown anybody
seriously i am not proud that i am going to sec4
wondering wad was i doing the past few mOnths .
maybe sec three life was the worse after all
so many drastic changes
and all those friendship problems
but i had manage to succumb it .
though it was kinda late .
lenerd says " i is never to late to catch Up"
so i listen to him .
as he is more experienced ! LOL
NTU De lehs ! swt.
i failed my english . mr pang said it was my end of year pull mi down
if not everything ish alright
maths and science is a major problem
even thoug i pass
marginlerly .hope i will do better ! i must

so my Goal for next year ::
english : a b4
emaths : b3
amaths : c6
comb humanities : a2
comb science : c5
chinese : a1
art : a1
i am working towards this .
for term one
and improving gradually.
i will seek help frm tchers

this is not my holidae yet mans
gonna come back to sch for various remedial
seems to be occupying me for the next 3 weeks .
but it's worth it right
gonna work hard
* my hair is dropping *
cham ! haha

alright ____ so went to mark
he gave us a suprise ! but letting us early
after lidtening to his Crap
Den mark our attendance list!
haiz_my money ah !
when did i seems so money minded

so i went to skip todae ..
did 300 . DOts. so little
skipping alone ish so bOring
but watever

i am going out with ______ tmr ...

no kiss kiss
no hug hug
no hold hand in PUBLiC WORS . haha

so damn gay .
i was call up for stage todae
to answer qus .
realli gay man.
*roll eye ball *
alright that guy was cute
but ask me so many qis .
sorrie i hate mikes ! haha so Siam ! siam ! siam !
i type also paiseh man ! alright

and the guy ! glenn lim !
he was so omg da. Cool
turn over a new leave
and leading such a wonderful life
having his love . and helping young youths .
quite inspirational ! shld be very
just love the movie
Drug Abuse is DEAth !
alright . he ish COOL !
and i like the way he presented the talk !
way awesome !

kinda sadeen why heard that peiyi and shi yi ish retain
i hg them both .
tear sprung .
but manage to hold back my tears
realli love yah
esp peiyi
work hard together next year !
realli love u all
miss u all too -


if i could turn bck time :
i would wan to go back to the life i used to have !
sporty . talkative
i dun wanna be sho stressed UP animore
learn to appreciate the ppl around me

so .... i went to meet him todae
to get my 50 bucks .
alright ____ i dun wan to be anything asscociated to him again
perhaps maybe just Frenz.
god that hair standing sensation.


buGis ish Fun ...
veh Fun !
hahaa loadsa stuffs .
Omg da .
love it .
love it
i am sho lazy TO blog . ______

OH Damn .
trying to get me back ah ! ____
wait long lOng it will also not happen LO___
u make me hate u de.
haha . go ur hse !
my next life also wun happen ___
bleahhs .

i live my life just to be with u
u left me alone is a haze .
just with a few words
u wanted a new begining
i am not native as before__
i had grow .
and spreading my wings
i cant depend on u .
i 've myself to hold on to .
those sweat and blood
my hardowOrk .
will never gonna be destroyed by u
never ever_____

i 've miss all da good moments . ___
all da bad most moments are vanished
i miss 2a2 ... seriously
though . i dun hang out with u all anymore
perhaps as often
Love yah peopLe !______

alright i am waiting f0r the patch
so going to play maple Soon !
LOL!
yeah right _ so damn silly
So i stayed at home the whole dae todae
mmm. no bad lahs
where to go tmr !
think go to bugis with jiun chyi 1
yeahhhsss !
haha !
i want that bag ! lala !
and .. mmm . let me sseee.
haha .

went to j8 todae . took neoprints .
nice nice !
haha !
i am tired

i pass five sub
so damn fcuking happi
and damn i faileed my englsih by two
dots
still can failed so well
perhaps luck !
well thank s fellow tchers
and i miss the sec fours !
hearts

alright !
generally Satisfied with my Result .
bless me

last paper todae ! yeah yeahhs
so two daes of Rest .. and the thirddae with nightmares!!!
ART was realli cOOl so damn contented with wad i've done
double yeahhs
alright . i did have time to finish my stuffs !!
so went home with adeline
was kindashocked by her bag .
doesnt suits her
wad's on my mind was " another copycat "
har har . well she likes it can jor .
i also cannot do anything
i am not into fashion nor anithing
i was wanna be myself haha
so wad if i got the latest fashion in town
i've got no dignity____
but i 'm in Love with PUMA !! and Adidas!! hahaaar
perhaps . work in da holidae and buy !!

watever eh
went to sentosa . not fun at all lahs .
dun wanna tok bt it haha
but had time with mydarling peiyi
LOL! . alright
go next time
we 've got ample of time eh..

so yet another dae tmr .
so ORCHARD here i come !!
hurhur
evil grins


i might be happi .
but the worries were not Cease .
damn it .
why cant i just relax !
i am gonna Explode
guys are useless Lahs !

wad a sophistificated life i am leading right n0w
so darn stressed Up
but wad t0 d0
cant ask me go y0ga sessi0ns or mediating right !
swt.
i am getting crappy now .
after 7 pieces of very completed pieces
with all da colourings.
intending to finish all this by 8 pm
h0pe s0 !
i wanna watch tv ___ haha .
but dunn0 got wad sh0w eh .
h0pefully something that make me laugh !!
swt .

feel like sleeping___ such a nice weather
but ... ART!!!!
yeahhhssssssss ..

last dae of exam tmr
anticipating
.. hahaaa

still loving my GF : i knew i l0ve u

she is my GF!!! love her _15.10.05

alright . haha! went to return the comic with chewloo todae
yeah right n0rthp0int !
and eat our lunch there .
n0t bad lahs
kinda productive t0dae
d0ne with 5 pages of prep!
very completed ones
so going on to my no six later on
and guess wad i 've change my blogskin !
LOL!
it's h0t pink and black !
my Fav!!!
alright
one more paper to go nehs !
Enj0y guys

had physic todae and g0t back chem
fail but reasonbale lahs !
got improve!
but ! not good enough !
so wad if i jump from 2o something to 4o something !
stil flunked
cried . beside YQ . yeaps . and he gave me tissue !!!
gentleman lahs ! weel thanks for yah tissue and congrat to yah !
and thanks mr ramesh too !
and jiun chyi
and mr pang Was shocked to see my teary eye !
but did not say anithing i just dashed out in da rain !
preettty fun !
jusyt love raining !!!
bahahaaaaaaa !
so took neoprints todae !
it's nice !
love da 7 dollar one !
i am so darn cUTE!
damn it !
i dun haf da cheek to sae this lahs !
watever
chewloo looks cute too!
so .. total
7 + 10 + 5 = 22
22 divide by 2 = 11
]11 bucks for neoprints todae !!!!!
and rented one comic!
so ! !!!! wasted so much money !
and darn all those movies !!!!!!!
Got sensorship for Wad
even comic also got
but hor !! hahaa !
watever

i am such a faliure
crying wont make u pass also 1
it would just ease yah pain only
so wad for !

unpretty Ding

had a resonable maths paper todae .
but think i will flunk but hopes not .
cause got really sucked up by some questions.
esp angles .i totatLLyyyyyysuck in that
but . it's over yeah . all i can do now ish to pray hard .
that i shall not retain next yr ,
begiinnninnggggggggggggggg to worry m0re..
ahh . just dr0p that . =>
w0rk hard and pr0m0te t0 4a2
just feeling really h0peless .
yeah right --
feeling pain while d0ing the maths paper
wasnt feeling really good .
but hang on to it .
alright there's mark todae.
but he got himself vanish .
so siling took over him
so it was pretty cool
and the class wasnt too noisy .
so it was pretty alright .
i am just guaing in the kitchen doing da work
kinda chao in the living room
and thanks siling for helpin me da questions .
gonna go back to do ma amaths revison later on

getting annoyed of those maple craze .
whatever . kinda lame and boring .
maybe i am not yet addicted and i will never get addicted
i will only get addicted to other things .


and my beloved chui hui is discharged frm hospital
i love yah
do take care of urself Frm now___

sO .. fridae !! yeah ! can rest again ! and goona finish Up my Art !
woos !
gonnnaaaaa see mdm loy on fridae .
=)most probably i am going out out out and out
maybe to catch a movie or watsoever
so anybody who wants to go .. tell mi
nahs ! u want i also dun wan lahs !
booked LOL!and gonna clean up my room after my last paper


and i am not envy of ur earlier ending of da paper
though i nid to be back on monday and finishing my art by this horrible weekend
but it's worthwhile
art is my passsioon!!!
so i will not agitated if ya provokedme or sour me with yar beautiful long long weekend
i will have mine soon
it's just the matter of time
and i do not have regRet bout choosing Art


unpretty

had chem paper today
pretty alright , in that sense .
i 've got no comments .
all i wan is u .

got Mark again ! .. and history on mondAe .. gonna go brush on the topic later
i am gonnaaa passssss! and pass Well haha !
alright . amaths ish a big big worry !!!
i dun seem to get all the stuffs !
but i 'll try yeah !
an horrible dae
gonna touch on my Art later on and show it to mdm loy on monday
not to waste time


well i stil love me

todae was pretty alright .
just got stuck Up with da amaths questions
but got help frm jun sian douglas .
cheng . all that maths smarties
so 3periods doing maths .
and i had totally forgotten that i have art tmr .
ah shit ... maybe finish my maths fiRst den see how things goes.
i am just so lazy !
can blame me
natural !!
the guys are really forgetting their limit
all attacked adeline
and left her crying
u still got me kaes . !i hate guys ..
but wenchuan was gulity and said sorrie .
but like the other guys .
please lah grow up loh !
den mark .
hold us back until so long
wel . i dun wan to ask u anyhting
dun worrie
i am just dazing eh 1!!
walk home alone again !
yah . bored . maybe .
but used to it .
maybe i am always alone.
hahaaaaaaz.
lonliness had always been a Friend of mine !

it's sucks .
flirtious ppl ! . g0sh .u can go round telling people that the who and who so flirt
Den how bout urself .
gosh . wad's is world coming up to .
i hate to be seated in register number
i am so way way back
so alone
but i've got legs .
so i move right to da front .
and sat beside wanglan .during maths
it was . cool . as i 'had completed my hw .
and mdm ang help me out with qus 12
wweeeell thank s.
in typical bad mood later on .
just sat there alone staring into daze and memorising social studies
as u can see ! i 've finish my homework
well complete chapter 7 ...
but the class was in chao .
hey those stupid ppl .. kicking the teaqchers tabel trying to make a hole out of it ,.
fun ah .
jump down to hell lahs . better still
wandalising school property !
i just feel alone todae .
i dun wish to tok .
i had be driven Out of my world
i feel like breaking down .
but held it back
kept thinking bout the past
wad a drastic chnage ,
i miss them
i miss my clique .
maybe they know me better den anyone elses !
anitcipating for the chalet
hope it turns out well
same house rule
" no KAOBEiness ! and BueiSong-ness !"
and i will sure bring my cam .
i dun like to be alone .
but depends lahs .
sorie jiun chyi for not replying u ______
i am just so lost .

i had a tra fucking lala attitude .
that's the answer to it .
i am cold .
just so ignorant
i am not like wad i used to be .
settling down .
life is so .unpredictable ..
maybe i will just die tMr .
u 'll nv know !

and tmd !
my tv broke down !
damn
my American next top model .
Fuck !


alone : .

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