my day starting really well .

but when it's getting to the end of the day


i end up with tears


i am getting fed up with myself .
why cant i just control my emotions
problems cant be resolved just by crying .
aint it .
is life really that miserable .
or is it MYSELF who make my life seems that way .

or is this stress?
or how shld i define this ?

can any medicine cure this .
is it unfair to people around me
but i really apologise for wad i ;ve done .
frm the bottom of my HEart : I "M SORRY


maybe god must be punishing me all the sins i ;ve done .

i hate myself
and i canot deny