Happy Valentine!!!!
thanks for the roses and chocolate.. muackx muackx..
i miss him... u noe bah... hor?
miss my radio... free service...
haiish... but thanks for being there for me always
i still love u de.. esp last night... lOl. hhaa. the feeling came back.
okie dear ex laogong i love u ..
go find the gal u like bah.
wo cheng quan ni .. haha

love ya ... muackz...

okie i am so damn fucked up...
becos i think of all those thingy again
dammit. fuck sia.. urgh.
love ssux to the core.
u come nearer i kill

okie.. todae went out with the 2a2ster to the library.
yay. it's cool.
with thompson bao xin , mao mao, donovan, allen and eugene.
okie. it's was cool. me and thompson took neos.
hahaz. looks gay
i hate my farking hair.
hope it grow longer soon.
faster better loh.
eyyyeeer. okie
i dunno wad to rite liao.
thanks alloy for ur testi

yea babe. todae went out wid josephine ke yan lilian fengmui xuehui and jiun chyi.. hohoho~ for 3o min!

bleahhs. den later take taxi fm orchard to yishun. and thatcost me $12 .. Act dun wan go de. but i had a great fun yea~playing the swing wasthe coolest. !. yea love ya guys.

they hor noty sia. put their legs on my lap. like i very close to theM!. hahaz.

swing and swing and swing den chatted with them

most of the times i am the only gal in the swing.

love their compainionship. hehez. noe alot abt them now. love them!

they guy most of them turn shuai le worz. hohoho~

cool man. but dun act gaylah.

okie siting parents were good and nice and erm dunno wad to say liao

very li hai one lor.yea babe. love them ..

den siting brother also not bad lah hor.

at least got exchange a few words!

nice lah.

den me and chewloo ans sharan went to J8. i lost my ez link

luckily found it.

thanks babe. love yea always!

thanks .....

i am freaking happy now! dun ask mi why!

just happy loh.

okay now my sis dun regonise me from afar! damn her.

hahaz. yea lor. i walk with andy den she tot two opss siao de....

hahaz. yea~ den went back home went wenning !!! love this " jie jie" of mine. cute man!

hheez. yea no lessonS!. so nice. den stil got homework lah. dammit. uRgh. going liao. hahaz. yea~

todAe woke up quite early bah. coz my mother wants to go to her mother's hse.

bo bian lorz. wake up. haiish wanted to slp also cannot lehz. 2 plus den Slp den todae 9 plus wake up.hahaz. den we took bus lor.and den mrt den bus a gain!.yea~. it was kinda boring.=/

den Reach my grandmoTher de hse. they seems so happy.

yea one yr no see lah hor.

last year cannot see them coz. erm. my father side de ah ma passed away!

haiish. love her lehz...Okie nvm.

den i was crapping with my uncle. so damn fun. yea~

i dun even noe my cousins name!. slap mi QuiCk!

den sit there. shake leg. wait for angbao to come. bad huh?

den the dunno hu came lah. i think is my the other uncle and his family bah.

and i dun even noe them they noe me!. strange huh?

den they compare me to that guy. ask me call him gor gor!

i dun even noe his NAME! hahaz. wtf right. my grandma also dunno his name. my mum also dunno.

So pathetic. gor arH i ke lian U!den his mum aka my aunt boasting bt themsleves

den i was like roll eye ball. ya lah . good lah.

LOLZ!kinda weird also. some say i look like my father den some say i look like

my mother. i rather look ressemble my father. coz he more shuai!

den we ate at my ah ma hse loh. with that family yea~ den they tok again!

how i wish i could get go away!.hahaz. and that:"gor" of mine is quite.

erm: all i noe he gave the " wa lau " look!

after all that.me and my sis went to bugis walk walk. watch constantine and den take neos!

den yf they all call. hahaz. shld haf call earlier.

i bought the ticket liao

love ya always__

den i xuehui was at yinghua hse! lolz. yinghua's dad was xuehui father's boss.

i couldnt help laughing yea~

and i kept one. mistook mashimaro as hamtaro.

that shuai ge bf gave her chi bu gf the big big huggable mashimaro.

lolz. hahaz.so nice huh?

den came home saw someone at my doorstep!!!!!

sin tat li xian and sixth aunt and uncle!

love them. enjoy taking photo wid them!

love them to the very core!

okie i am bloghopping. woah their blog so interesting yar?i am freaking bored now i dunno why

he say he wanted to call but he didnt. yEa~ i shouldnt be thinking bt him right

i am not in love with him anyway.

maybe i am just bored. damn bored. boRed !!!!

call me now or else i show u face arh!

valentine's day coming. yea~ thompson is buying a rose for me. so happy. and i am

buying one for edwin since he want lor.

maybe it's for him maybe not!

i dunno. buy for fun only.

for myself to put at home! sounds despo huh?

well. there is just this ridiculous man just came up to me and say me xiao ke ai.

wtf lah say sorry to me for no reason.

my father stared at him.wow shiok.

he's a sicko. old man liao. haiish.--

blog hopping was fun.very fun yea~

i love jay chou!. omg he's so Damn cool and shuai and multitalented.

i love him.... wat to do. so many gals like him.hahaz. no lah. i typing cRap.

my goSh-. shuai shuai shuai shuai shuai- okie i am just so borEd. waiting for the show to start loh.

kinda addicted to tv. faster start i am boRed. that stupid guy! urgh.

nvM.

happy nEw year~

so boring man this year. early morning got peepz come my house liao.

i need to slp lehz. haiish but nvm la.

got angbao anything also can de.

wah dongqi and engkiong just came my hse. wah kaoz. out of a sudden man!

for the sake of angbao la hor!

see ur face noe liao lor.

erm todae second aunt and uncle plus soon lee came to my hse.

omg. soon lee is 26 liao. so fast man. always tot he's 18 nia.

so shuai. hahaz. no lah. he broke off widhis stead liao . so sad nehz.ke lian de gor gor.

my parents were kinda shocked we chat along so well. although our age diff.

btw we always chat liddat de lor.

wan me intro myself to him ar. wait long worz.

last time longed to . but now .. hahaz. mature liao-.

den took photo of aunt and uncle.they both so cute neh.

but look so relunctant. sobbx.

den went to lim po ah ma hse. she forgotten me. i change so much mehz.

alalmak.

but before that saw li jun JIE. soon hao Di.and third sen sen and shushu.

Li jun JIE sense sth different in me. and thats my hair lor.she is so CHIO!

love the way she styles herself... love ya. next time go out together bah.\

take neos sure look very nice de nehz

and Soon hao. long time no see !!! so mature liao.

really hope to spent more time wid them.

=)Den hor. i cried ytd the whole night. okay my new year didnt start off well.

dammit. hate it to the core.

just forgive and forgo lor. wat else.

eekz.

went out with baoyun and peiyi ytd.

so fun

crapping all the way. den i chopped off my hair again. looks nice but weird

den we three took neos for the very first time man!. oh yeh

hope that htere will be much more outing for the three of us.

love hugging them! yea~. muAckz.

shall be mt bestfrenz forever. agrees that she have changed alot !.

no choice lah.

hahaz. okay. chinese new year sux but loves all the angbaoz. hohoho~

cunning hor! kinda addicted to t.v also.

Erm. maybe shld switch frm com to tv.

at least t.v doesnt do much damageto eyes, compare to the com .

the chinese new year concert was very boring.

but i like the breakdancing and the wushu lor . wat else. the singing all these sux lah.

URgh. but anyway. it's kinda wasting time bah. i didnt went back to my pri sch.

no body is going back so i also heck care lah.

[ f.e.e.l.100%].......[ r.o.m.a.n.t.i.c ] [ l.o.v.e. .n.o.o.n.e]

11:56 AM 2/6/2005

- why like me i dun wan u to like me lehz.

eeks.hate shuai ge! wid attitude problem.

ytd went out widlilian josephine and xuehui //.highway sisters.\\

[awkward sisters]

saw plenty of shuai ges but none of them i like !

bleahx

orchard alot sia.

everywhere at least can see one.

den very "qiao" saw the blue shirt one is both orchard and bishan!

sway si ler.!!!

first impression i tot he ugly liao. outside pretty inside ugly.

wah sad lah the girls went to bishan den think so

- muahahazden saw the black shirt one. saw his side view.

"shuai!!!"den saw a cute gal gal.

so pretty and CUTE! i love her.

i dun dare to touch heri noe she will cry one.

i took photo of her.

it was so fun man. mixed blood la.

so good i also wan lehz.

next time find ang moh bf [ jesse mcCartney!]or filipino one!

okie den i went to donate $2 for one balloon.

i donate for the balloon sake!

hahazyeah and donate dunno how much for the disable one.

wah shiok sia.i love the ballooon now still at home.heart shape de.

yeah~ me and joshephine were playing with the balloons!

haaz. use the balloon anyhow whack!

den almost whack into STRANGER!

I LOVE BALLOONS! [ saw me pervert bah!]

den we took lots and lots of neoprints!

our new record $ 110!

kaoz. that's alot man! yea~i am quiet at the start but ending laugh until dunno like wat liaohohoho~ i am so happy that dae!filled with joy and laughter..i love the "highway" sisters!
wa! my mother everydae PMS. wa . faster reach meno-pauseden dun nid hear her nag liao. oops!i am evil lah. hahaz~shake heads.nahz. i am in love wid nobody.oh yeah.
bought a belt to whack ppl. song sia.i am getting crazy.at least i still have u all. love ya always.
2a2'04/ rawks forever/ we rawks to the core man!i miss those daes. hohohoho~
i just feel awkward seeing her i dunno why!i mean her!!! ya HER! i dunno. she come den i go lor.i come den she go!. anithing lah. i cant be botheredi wan to bother she also dun care. right?let nature flows bah.all i noe i 've nv hate her!sae me fake. but that's the truth!.

i am freaking bored now. shld i go and bath??

i dunno wat happen to me i am so pissed off by. "him" [ not thompson lah]

nahz i just hate him lah. i dunno why lar there is a reason lor.i

dun wan to rite here.. eeks hate him lahz.

nvm. i gonna spent my valentine dae alone.

good right. hahaz. better lah.

oh hahaz. i am bored yea.

later going out with lilian they all lor. hahz. looking forward to it. yea. and i have got so much homework to do~

ohh. wake up so early todae. den got back my hp. freaking happy.

but i just find it useless lah.

act my mum dun wan return me de.

hahaz but my father say can worz. hohoho~

thank u papa~

nahz i just hate it lah. i dun like guys anymore.

040205: todae was a urgh. i was almost late for sch. wtf i woke up late . 6.30 den wake up. kaoz. nvm still reach school :normal time phew.lolz i even tot my watch had spoiled!me still dreaming bah. all my fucked up attitudecome back liao lor. dunno why lah. okie todae took the same bus as jessica . wah and benson also. we three chatted along well. and i was standing on the stairs. jessica fall on me. wahahaz lucky lar u ytd i play with bosheng dumb bell[ ?? this speelling?]hahaz. i almost fall but didnt. hahaz.

wah todae the a maths test was like so diff. i confirm get 6 marks the rest haha heck care lah..at least 6 marks loh.den next history.. we noe the qus before hand muahhaz shiok arh. den i went to memorise. den rite until so long one and a half page for one qus. song sia cool man. den my hand freaking pain. hahaz. but at least happy lah. i write so much lah.

after sch went tofind yuning den got josephine den jiun chyi den baoyun den xuehui den peiyi den got who arh i also forget liao. had a great dae.

todae was stress man. tmr will be more lah. i learn the chinese spelling only this morning .. hoho~ and my chinese peiod was on the first period. lucky that there were socks checking. hahaz. almost kanna. but i nv wear angle socks worz. wa laoz ms soo say the sock must be five cm above the angle bone. fucked off lah.u tot wat we in japan ar. so nerdy sia. i will nv do that. disgusting lah. many were caught but here socks were like okay lor. maybe the teachers were blind.i have no comment realli. this rule based sch realli sux to the core.

next there is some fight going on again!. during recess. this blood buisness please leave it outside not while we are eating lah. show ur temper den flared at others fair har!. that guy was seriously injured. and he was sort of my friend.

it was so bloody.i just freak offf. still wan to setter in the toilet. damn lah. fight and fight. siao ar.

okie next englsih lesson debation time it was boring. tralalaz

okie den social studies test.

cool huh? i wrote alot and i only did really studied in the morning.

ytd not counted. hahaz.okie.

den we were late for mr ramesh class.

punish to do 10 push up !!! yucks.not opur fault also we had a test just before u period.

and my name is not ding ying. hahaz lolx. evey lesson call my name until dunno how to call. hohoho~

better still.

i went home with thompson samuel edwin eugene and bosheng todae.

went to bosheng hse . act they wanted to watch porn! maybe bluff one haha. and they were all toking bt those disgusting thingy

i vomit out the drink. eekz.

they are nice and cool had a lot of fun.. haha, but they still cont. damn it.

i understand them more now!

hahahaz.

at least i still have u all.

thanks you guys.

u all mature liao

good good.

pEACE OFF

i am BORED. now in computer lab for ART CLUB. finding info abt artist. urgh

SIANZ arH. lOlx. wel we did that last yr. haiish. life no fun. haha todae was no fun either. but i was relieved that mdm lim did not have any lessonds with us todae. well i like this key board. i am being lame huh? yea right. nth much happen everything seems fine. and i have socil studies test tmr. hahaa. nahz i dun care man. learn it last yr liao.

i am not interested in guys now! wowweee. haha ask mi see shuai still can la. but sth more than that nahz.

maybe maybe not.... there's aint alot of home work todae. so quite relax .. all i need to go when i reach home is to study for the following SS test.

and i am going out with lilian they all this SAT again1. i am happy. haha.

love hanging out with them

loves takin neos.

but i am kinda broke.

lucky my afther gav me extra money but aint gonna spent alll.

i need to but sth as wel..

i am not saying.

wahahaaz.

okie the wushu team was cool.. haiish.

art club is such a bored man

but i think there will be some interesting activity coming up. i am ANICIPATING.

miss the last time.

but really contented with my life now.

hope that i will not see my mum when i reach home-

signs off now. i love... nobody and the nobody is U lame

why is every sub teacher of 3a2 .. scolding us the min they came in.

first is mr pang.: scolding us for not late submittion of home work. there's many. can blame him for showing temper.: UNDERSTANDABLE.. okie he still rox. haha. lucky me got do his homework. dun nid to rite a 4oo word composition. pHew!

next was. mr nair. he scold us for not responding to his qus.lame*

followed by mr ramesh: complain our class too dirty and even counted to litters.

we were punished to do 10 jumping jacks and push up in class. lame

den next mdm lim came in. ask us to stand for 10 min. wtf.

wat's wrong with all the teacher!

den todae got beep test i shouldnt be runningt ran.. haha. lame

i tried my best contented. level 5 not bad lah. can do better.

haha.... i am sAd

mdm ang rox. steady and shuai.finally understand sth abt sec3 maths. and i love doing the maths homework! lame!art? yea fun. busy running to get the paper. warm up for the dae. lOlx.i was scolded by mdm lim. yea. for missing a sentance.hahaa. laughed off.her chinese lan until dunno how to pronounce my classmate namewat jin ying? who? lOlx. no such person in our class yea~school was quite fun. tok alot todae.went to sch wif thompson. freaking gay. nahz. jk.he was quiet!xue hui rox. loves her to the core.jessica also. two jie jies.. hhaaand i tot that rong shen was quite yan daoz. lOlx.blah blah.... and jiun chyi cut her hair make her so cute!joshephine was so humorous! yuning was friendlyshuzhen woah so pretty!chewloo abit siao todae. but cute!wang lan was nervous. becos of sth.

i am in loVe wid yinghua again.

she will be my bestfriends for life!

she promise to go to the saMe pOly!

hopefully not like last time crushing the same guy again!

i am married to her!

lOlx

stupid dong qi engkiong. wah. good liao reach puberty

big liao hor. haha.nahz jk.

guai abit la. act until dunno like wat. haiish

me this jie very diff to control u all sia.

PEACE OFF-

I AM NOT IN LOVE-

NOT GOING TO COMMIT MYSELF

IN BGR AGAIN! NV .

the serenity of having the fountain of friendship sparkle with a glow began twice years ago, when one started to establish a almost-but-not friendship with the girl herself.. living not knowing that the unknown future would bestow upon much gifts so much so more of a mental state than physical. being human as like our betters, i would be agitated at being misunderstood , probably would like to wrestle the problems and try to pin and nab down everyone who turns my life topsy turvy. i found her and her peace has taken me to new heights i could never embrace on my own accord, as laughable or ridiculous as it may seem. its times like these one would love to lash out and blurt out the sinner's vocabulary. how apt it would seem since life has been creamed as she deemed.. restrain requisite while we put our hands together...

what are our tiny problems compared to life gone, devoid of any chance to grab it by its horns.all pales in comparison it seems. sigh. so yes.. we must find, within ourselves that unmistakable purpose of life. to better lead our wandering minds. to anchor the restless nomad and to finally house it with due rest. comfort shall envelope the found perspective and god shall bless it abundantly. new trials arise for the coming months. a feat trying to make the impossible work. sussing out new doors and new chores. hopefully it'll all come to pass and i'll look back, in hindsight, the best sight. and smile. it was all well worth it.the truth will see the light of day . all in due time and i pray that there will be a veil of protection over our tongues and our hearts. that we should guard it and not fight back or judge other people in our own lives. many of us have problems with our friendships at opss or people that disappoint us. life certainly isn't easy.

but we can choose how we want to deal with things. our focus, our perspectives and what controls our lives. it may sound like a old-fashioned thing to say but to think about it is actually beneficial. if we govern our lives trying to fend off the world and trying so hard to please everyone and make a good impression. we'd be burnt out. that inner circle of friends and family, that circle of trust , intergrity, love and peace is so important and integral in our lives.one of my fav sayings is that "those who matter don't care and those who care don't matter"ding, as profound as this may sound, i pray you'll find the inner strength in yourself, within your family and close knit friends to lead the "let go" life. that u'd let go of things beyond your control . but to control your own mind and your own judgement of people , your own ways and to open up that door of undertsanding to love and to be greatly blessed coz you are special and no one can ever take that away f

ding, remember this : u too are human and u, like everyone, fall and falter . you might run back to cringed old ways and get disappointed at your own weakness even though you yourself might not be aware of it. but u know what. its ok. its ok to feel down sometimes and its ok to feel you are alone. think but don't dwell. recover quickly as u keep telling yourself to have faith and to believe in the impossible. its only when we have hope and we look forward to soemthing, we work towards soemthing, without grudge in our hearts that we can actually progress. this is the most simple thing u could ever achieve. bear these words in mind and act accordingly. Scattered spirits of butterfly flashes.Maimed monstrosity burned to ashes .Glass boxed in empty echoed company.Dancing lights, pharoah' s faded symphony.Gone is the shell left to dustCome with new trinity take off the maskIn here all things are near. Have no fear ,No more should u tear, the road will be clear..

In me anew, break free and heal, let shattered glass melt this deal.Free your mind, show the sign.The sinners throne will soon be blownCome out to play, let the word be knownNo longer solo,the crippled creature,Radiant glow you, god ' s reflected features.. shall stand once againFall once, twice, never thriceovercoming the overcome andbraving it against all odds.remember ding. dare to be different. everyone can dare to be different. but only few truly do it. the rest sink back into mundane lives that are unfufilling and often leave them with something missing. you are born to stand out. never mind the critique. here is one lone ranger determined and strengthened, not weakened by his surroundings. you too can do the same.

written by ashura. not me .. haha

copy frm my testi. wowee.

haiish. i am sick and tired.
can sleep for my whole life and never wake up?
i hope i can.i rather live in a dream
den waking up to reality!
.i love dreaming.
lOvez.
currently listening to liang jing ru de "jie shou."
i find the lyric meaningful. and eRm.realistic?
love that song.love is selfish!yes? no?
i only noe once i listen to this song i will repeat until like dunno how many times.
kinda addictive.
and good charlotte " we believe" it's bt love and peace.
yeah nice too. and yao han used to sing to me!lOlx.
haha no lah. i ask him to sing de.
he let me me choose den i choose that one.
he tot i will be choosing " i just wanna live" or "predictable"
t's sweet..haha. but it's been one week i have spoken to him
!i wan my HP back!
maybe i shouldnt tanned much now.
i shld get fair. i look nicer with fair skin!
hahaz. maybe, frm the neos ytd.
like white paper sia.
we press the super white..haha.
wah dunno nid how many olay whitening cream liaoz.
i used to use that ...
i dunno wat's that den my grandma let me play!but no effect.
still so black!i miss her! will nv get to see her again!
adores her...and my grandpa also. they are role model. v
ery good one.i love them more than my parents.[ my parents noe!!!]
I MISS THEM cannot tok bt them wan.
will cry abruptly..my cousins love them alOt.
i love my cousin and it was like so long nv see them
haiish. act not la.
recently also got saw SOON LEE gor.
he forget ME. need to stare until so LONG.
act i also forget la.den that time lixian and sin tat came to my hse.
den i tot my mother bringing her friends den i act sleeping
.i shld have woke up!!!.

living in a nightmare of someone else dreamz
trying to find a hand to hold and every touch felt cold to me......
[ ashlee simpson shadow!]

and i saw yio chu kang sec guy todae..
FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nv change... haiish.

mmm. todae went out with li lian and joshephine[ issit the correct spelling]
firest time hanging out with them and i had a great time.
it was so damn fun!!!! trust me!!
lOlx. we took alot of neoprints worz. alot sia..
not my first time~ but it was fun yea~
there were so many new machines in bugis. woah.
so nan der.. haiish
long time nv go liao arh. bo bian la.]
and the guys took neoprint todae... WTF!!!!
haha
that's great i am going to ka jiao them liao.. haha
and i am typically guai todae worz.
i clean up my room before going out. yea~ nan de sia.
and went i came home i saw two police sia.
up stairs one la.. always got problem der. sian. peaCe la. fight fight fight. u all not sian i sian arh!


okie i have got nth to type liao. pEACE OFF
loves neopriNts!!!

well i am quite fed up now. my sister had made this internet connection like ..... nevermind. forget bout it. she sux anyway-she scold vuglarities den say i scold.push all the blame on me . and i am always the one getting scolded. life's so unfair!living in such a biased world- yucks. disgust me-nothing is fair!! !!
the following week gonna be busy busy and busy.- urgh!4 test in one week. how am i gonna study.and they told us only todae. damn it.and i need to get research for art! and not only for myself.and helping my friends also. not only one but three.excluding myself. so i am finding 4 different info.friends should help one another right?? yea true.lucky me . i din join sb. or i will be hell stress.but i realli wanted to join man. i occupied most of my timeand i would get sun kissed! i dun like to sit the whole dae doing nth. i mean reading lazing aroundi wan to run so much.miss those daes- yes right!
school was fun- mr low came into our class early morningdun was like cursing our class gonna get alot of retainees!!yucks- where got principal liddat one. yay.he's so nagging. what teach less learn more.the teacher are not teaching anyway.they just relax and confide in us to read up before we come to classden throw all the homework at us!and turn out i dun even understand the concept.Okay i am gonna bulid up my english and pass two other sub. gonna work hard for english.mr pang was nice. yay. so nice.
mdm lim still sucks. i dun like her.somebody frm our class complain her. woah shiok sia.den she pull the black face-muahaha.and ms sarah paul is 37???oh gosh i can believe that.if 27 den i believe. she shouldnt be pass 30!maybe she is lying.and she could be so proud that she is 37 and unmarried!if i were her i would be so ashamed!.lOlx.
and mr lim had left.__wowweee!!!but he brought us sweets..haha. so kind of him!!! muahahaaz.and yea~ he resemble REX!!! no OFFEnds!!
okay i accompany jiun chyi before her SJAB! hahaden went back home with lilian and yuNing for theFIRST TIME EVER!they are nice.. lOlx.so nice .. haha. not kidding.gals with attitude rox ya~.baoxin was nice also. at least she say "hi" to me..
and i was chatting with wang lan for the full 45 min during the free maths period mr lim given us..she tok bt her crush and it was like so sweet. hahai also tell her mine. and it like. oh ...haha. chilDish!!! and that was the past right???
and i bought yellow card album.i am just wasting $$ to but any album to listen!!!lame!!!! hahaha

oh damn!there is no term call re-jio right!
okie i am getting to hate desmond. he's acting like a flirt- yea right.
wrong tErm. shld be "desperate"
wateveR- i dun even noe him.heck care la.

well todae. start off quite bad. i dunno why- my gut instinct is telling me that
" SOMETHING BAD GONNA HAPPEN"
but u noe i dun folow my gut instinct-haha. may not be real`
well i am getting idependent now- going home by myself.
haha. tt;s cOoL. lolx. i tot staying back for art would be fun
but "nahz" sianstation!

tmr will be the last day for mrlim. our maths teacher
i am kinda happy. my maths had nv been like this before.
i've made an effort into understanding wat's his saying. but no use !
haiish. but thanks for tolerating our class anyway-
we are a bunch of naughty children! yea~ shld be teenager!well.
at least we are keen to learn..
there were throwing of paper balls my gosh..
i kanna hit once. wah lan sia. i sit so near also dunno how to aim.
ah bish-

why is mr ramesh keep picking on me to ans his question.
i hate science. dun ask me lehz.very stress- haiish-i wasnt paying attention!
and i almost doozed off during chinese lesson- yeah- i think i did.
my gosh . and i did man. i dun even noe wat the fuvk she is toking abt.
haiish. nvm. chinese very easy to learn dun nid her- nahz.
anyway i appreciated u!

sooN kueh mania..haha.
okie chio bu nv come again! no pe! haiish. why always liddat not fair- haiz.
i am fairer and fairer my sis is tanner and tanner-
haiish. heck care la
next time den go tann!!!
seewho willl win... hahaha.

love ya gals. rox on man

260105! art club sux. so damn boRing man!. yucks.and all those childish games!

my gOsh. nahz. i had fun! maybe. yea~. just to tolerate it for one more yeaR~

mdm Ang siew tiNg is coMing back next weEk. quite relieved man! my maths kanna sux.. i dun even understand a crap but nid to pull thru this two daes for the sake of mr pang~yea~

mr paNg is kinda nice .. he is so forgiving and my gosh so gentleman.but sometimes quite bhb one..lOlx..keke. but he's a great teacher. great to haf him.and Mr gOh rox tOo. haha love them Sia.

dun shunned me i wun eat u up1 lOlx. haha. dun likw me to tOk to u. i Wun. okie? ends this friendship! woah. *hurts*

toDae we had the PE of out own. mr chio?? was not in sch.. haha. got free period den we do PE. wah YQ hand injured still PE..shuai!!! haha.Lolx.. history also.. hahaden the guys kns la.. corporate abit cannot worz. the gals are great. yea~.

i love the gals in my class. feeling more and more closer to them. haha. we always have girls tok.. hhaa cool? yea~ love them la.. haha the whole bench is our class de gals.. aint's it cooL!! oh yeah.but i am getting slackish dae by dae! my gosh.try to change. haiish.

hopes that mr Ramesh will nOt be in Sch tmr!

no hws!!!

mOre PE!

love theM1

shld i call him????

give me a break Frm everything~

Mmm. todae went back wid edwin thompson donovan smauel. woah so fun man!!1.haha. yea~ lOlx.thompson and donovan have became good friends again!!! woweee!!1 they keep on touching one another~.lOlx.

Erm. actually i also find it weird. but i just wan to make things clear.. no any other intentioN. but ur reply!! forget it.. pointless yea right~ agrees wif u everyone had changed to the worse. includes me... [ i noe!]

desmoNd is BAck.. i regret calling him man.. i tOt would be goR... haiish.. siao liaO~.

i lurve yinghua

i am in love with aRt. i am going nuts.. haha. i love drawing and everything man! it's so cooL..lolz.
wow todae tution yiNghua came.. omg.. it was so great man.. i will get to see her more often and i am so happy worz..yea~.i love her her.. chewloo also very nice nehz..love them both big big... haha.. well todae sch was kinda boring. yea~ especially chinese i wasnt even listening.. it was so soft.. mdm lim sucks.. yuckz.. and the english test was so damn difficult... sure fail one.. haiish.. actually i got alot of thingy wan to type de den just noe com hang... wa lau... nid to retype again... urgh.. sianz sia.. lolz.. haven finish the stupid chinese assignments.. lolz.. haha. heck care la..jessica kinda rox also.. she is very understanding worz.. love ya jie.. tmr we are going to buy the material with ms koH.. wow great..haha. i am in love with art club also ler...yeas~lolz... i am quite crazy todae.. well i went back home myself todae.. hhaa. cool ma... lolz.. long time nv go home myself ler.. haha. yea~ i am faking to be happy ... wateva..lolz. but i also cannot do anything lor..haha.. they dun like me .. i also bo bian..lolz..yea~.. looking forward to tmr... haha

bought:

a cOnverse sneAkeR

a billabOng Cap

a balenO blOuse

okay maybe i shld try to be more girlish. lolz.

well i am very proud of my purchases todae- it's all the thingy i loNged for except for the bluse lar. so damn loW sia.okay. i dun wan to say ler. but quite nice lar..
den me jiun chyi and waNg lan took neopRint.. very nice nehz.. they all so damn chio nehz.well i think i 've fall out of love wid him.. i dunno. maybe..hahaz. but he's nice.. realli. shld i go out wid i guy i dunno and watch movie with him!fucked i'll nv do that..lol- not shuai also..hahaaz.okay.i dun eveN noe him.hahaz. okay there's weird singaporean guy so weird man..talking bt his sis to me.. i was like..okay sTop so disgusting..haha.

the weirdest thingy lies here:
a 11 year old gal called me to chat!!! my gosh.. hahaz.. very cute nehz..and mature den me..so nice to haf such a young friend!!!her name is Regina.. cute nehz..haha

am i just too sensitive?am i ? well i dunno!
i just got the feeling they hate me alot-well i dunno.shld i confide my feeling to them all put all my heart in my old classmate when they dun seems to care-
okie drop this topic-...

okie todae PE was fun- love it man! keke. i like the game !!1 i get to run..haha....

i am getting to like my class. it kinda rox..kekke.

i wan to go out wif him ..i lobe him more and more ler

mmm. well todae i seems close to queenie.. yea~ she 's a very nice gal.. must buck up nehz u !!!
hahaa. todae i dunno wat to say. kinda sucky. well i dun think my friends likes me!

okie todae sux to the core.. it's seem like all those 2a2ster likes to pangeseh me lorh.okie whatever.they left without saying.whatever larh. ihad enough. it really sux. haiz. i dun care animore!. iwan my hp back.. please!!! cant live without it man!

okie school rox! yea right! whatever. i love art lesson nehz. so fun man! though my drawing really sux to the core man!well. i called yaohan early in the morning todae is was so ... great man. it's been long since i call him up hahahz. guess wat .. he was already in the bus stop when i called. diao~and i am supposedly to be his alarm cloCk-he's cute - even sing in the bus stop. if i see aguy singing at the bus stop i will sure laugh till my head drop! : X den just now we did tok on the phone. it was sort of...mmmm. he sounds tired! nvm. and crazy also.take care nehz.love ya always-

- woah the gals in our class is crazy bout " shuai ges" ler nehz. hhaha LOLz. so funnie . well i shld not go into the detail. i might offend anyone accidentely[ actually i lazy to type].

- i have got 15.5 out of 25 for my english .welll i am contented . i didnt learn hard enough anyways but i will study hard der- really. but not in the mood for now,i dun not noe why! i just hate maths now! hahaz-

- jiun chyi is a very nice gal and a very good friend . woah she trusted me man i also trusted her too!. nv judge a book by it's cover and that so damn true man!.`okie she 'is a very nice gal to tok to also. finally noe ler. hahaz.

- sorrie arh yan fang . i si bei daoz todae. welll u pangseh mi mah that's why lor. i feel so out of place! haiz. it's so difficult to get along with my ex classmate! i dun even noe them now! haiz.

- okie .. i m a flirt whatever laRh. whatever u wan to call mi i dun care .hahaaz.

okie ytd was great. it was so damn fun. morning went to orchard wif cheryl den afternoon go to the hospital to visit kenneth den at night we went to chinatown!. yea~ i had loads of fun man.. yea with junyu cheryl yiwei thompson and bosheng- i love u guys. thompson was the stead for that dae... i hooked this hand the whole time... mmm.very nice to hold onto nehz. ytd was really fun worz. i dunno how to say but i can really feels it man!yea~

i hate my mother that's all

happy

oMg he's so shuai nehz. shuai si ler. my goSh.my goSh.
first time in my life.okie nvm. i am thinking rubbish-. yea~. skool sux to the core. everydae ends so late fuck man!!! urGh.

i love my DARLING JUNYU
i loVe my LAO PO GONG SHUZHEN
i love my DEAR DEAR CHERYL

cca recruitment Day

todae is cca recruitment dae! i dun even noe wat cca am i? i was mistook as sec oNe!!.. wtF.. just becos my pe shirt look new!!! yuckss. hahahaz.. siao aRh.okie.. i dunno i am in softball or art culb.. i was ask to join Dance.. siao Arh.. i so StiFF.. muhahaaaz. okie tt's joke lArh. Mmm. toDae make one hoNey and tt's shaRan!. she is my honey,.. hahahz. for fun de laRh. yEa~ she is so Cool. there si nth for me to do toDae .. all i did was to ka jiao other ppl lorh...hheheheez.. bad hor??most of them are joining sb i think!! mayBe i dunno.. but they seems interested- mr cheah was very funny lorH. the gb bb den all those thingy perform mah.. den he was shouting like crazy- gay.. hahaa.. den meh shoot him saying.. " wonder why ms tan likes him??" quite bad larh hor??? i also think so- i think maybe becos of his humor!! yea.. den cheryl Dance on the stage toDae! she look gorgeous-. yEa~ Erm.. the wushu part very nice to watch also nehz.. muahahahz. very shuai Arh... diao~ just kidding there are no shuai ges in our school btw -lolz.. mr cheah spray the watsoever thingy on my hand make it all turn red and sore liao- fcuk- hahahaz.lessons was quite boring todae .. everyone gets to go off early den our class kanna stuck- always liddat one lorz.. fcuk- haiz.. no choice.. but we had an early recess-and that was aw- so coOl man.. the art lessons were fun... just tokin and drawing. i had fun.. i insipre to score a1 for art.. muahahhahaz- Den i also dunno wat to say jor.. all i noe i beat wenning alot toDae and yong poh.. muahahaz. wee bing hairstyle change ler- more shuai.. sad larh.. chewloo not here-i said "hi" to him lEhz. for the first time in my life. at least he got reply- muahahaahz okie me end here ler.. i love 2a2 'o4

sorry again

okie sorry yan han-
i reallii dunno how to go there lorh. i love u big big -

Mmm.. i also dunno wat to rite larh.. quite fed up also nehz.. this few daes kinda sux also. haiz.. my attitude sux perhaps. nth happen todae just that a weird guy called me and asked alot of thingy bout me lor.. muahahhaaz... heck care larh.. i dun bt anything now lerh.. all i noe is i wan to study and be good to my guy- hahhaz.. okie larh.. i stop my bullshiting..

different class with 2a2sian very weird lehz.. miss them alot larh.. but there is kind of miscommunication happening liao... yucks i hate that lor... haiy.. okie nvm.. i am quite pissed ooffff i also dunno why- yeAh~... 2a2 rox forever-

yea!

todae was a very great dae. have alot of fun with 2a2'o4:
meet eachother after skooL.. so cool man.. toking crap!
yea~Den we went to the fitness corner[ me sharan and thompee yan fang]
train our push up sit up everything lar- so fun man- my shirt was like all blackish - becos of the Erm.. wood??? i think so-it was so damn cool man.. after that we went to take the gloves to train for softball. me sharan and thompson. uit was like so damn slack.. anyhow throw lor- sucky_but no choice lar. long time nv played ler-Den after that mmm.. Well i also kinda forget liao- but it was so fun lehz.-Den we went to watch the tv at the canteen.. so damn.. i also dunno how to Say. i mis 2a2 alot. yeaH- love ya.. muackz

= emotional breakdown

i dunno why i like to cry nowadays ,.. i miss my friends.. haiis.. love them to the core - thanks for being there for me XD

start of my Sec three

[ toDay ish my third dae of schoOl]+ it turned out quite well todae : maybe due to the relief periods- went to school with shuzhen and her sister shu wen . and it rains!

the school system changed : ALL CHANGED!!! kinDa sucks to the cOre.. first of all lessons had been extended frm the normal 35 mins to 45 mins. and it totally yuCks man. so boring if we've got two period together. aW.. 1 .30 hr. Den our class was supeR quiet one nehz. very very very quiet loRh. nobody make any comments mayBe we Did not know eachother well enough baH. Den like all StranGers.. well for me larh.. cos i Dun haF any close friends there- u noe!!! and it was like so Damn fcuking boring- yAr- some said i am quiet- yEah- not true at all.. all my firends went to 3S2 . all girls i mean majority are girL i think it kind of sux liddat also.. ms Kaur Storm out of their class just becos nobody make any comments muahahahz. mr pang also cannot stand our class. we also dun tok one. my maths teacher sux to the core man!! Sux sux sux. he dun even noe how to teach .. every que also easy- of cos lArh he teacher mah- okie..
seriously i miss 2a2 'o4
love ya-
miss u miss miss u-

+. goOdbye 2a2 'o4.+

->+goOdbye 2a2 'o4 WelCoMe 3a2 'o4+<-
message to 2a2'o4:
i love u all big big: u all will not be forgotten and will always stay in my sweetest memories.
forget all the hard time . remember the good times
forget all the hatred . treasure the friendship
this is not the end of the world neither it's the End of our friendship
we must still hang out even though we are not in the same class now-
i will nv forget u all. it's a good year
and a great time to have u all-
2a2 spirit : we rawks to the core!- [ muacks-]


todae was a great dae: happy biRthdae yoNg poH-[ 15 beats ]
went to meet my friends todae. so great man.we went to woodlands library to copy homeworks. but i did some myself- not bluffing-but before that we went to eat- with yanfang eugene and junyu .. the others haven come. so we waited for them at mac. no space for them - so we squeeze. the birthdae boi sat beside. all he gets were 15 beats.. muahaha-Den after that we went to the library- Dun make alot of noise there. alot of ppl stares at us- hehez. anyway i've a great day excluding the scolding frm my mum. SO DAMN UNREASONABLE! weLL I DUN CARE-well yanfang yiwei and junyu they all very good mehz. love them big big. hearts- okie.
i love him!

Sad sad

okie i feel very guilty now. sorry desmond a million. i also dunno if i mean it yesterdae. okie.. my parents Sux.. confiscate my hp.~
sure got alot of msg and miss call now-. there's nth i can do also lorz. i am so tied.. i dun even wan to reson out with them- so Damn tired. my life sux- i pretended to be happy for so many years- nv grumbled bt my parents.. also seldom say them no good to me.. they are nice to me.. but very unreasonable onE. well i cannot do anithing also.sch gonna start also. haiy- no new bag. everything also dun haf. i dun think i Can get anithing also.. since i am in big trouble now~ at least i can use the com if not i will be bored to dead.. sometimes i think my father is better.. though he's short tempered.. but at least better den my mother who always thinks she 's right~okie.. it's my fault!!! the end of story~

[KUNG FU huStle]+

todae woke up at 11 Den suppose to meet junyu they all at 11 also. yEa~. but i heck care lAr. take my own sweet time lorz. i also noe they will be late Der.Den i bath Den walk to the bb court lor. walk to bus stop there saw sembawang sec aka weijie's brother!. yAr. lOng time see jor. use to take the same bus as him last year. but nv tok before lar.all i noe he's those very helpful kind lArh.den walk very fast one. muahahaz. okie i walk walk walk Den yawns yawns yawns. reach there only got meh and yanfang. no ball how to play. bo bian den junyu suggest go window shopping den i find it kind of boring singapore so smll also nth to walk liao.so i asked them whether wan go watch movie mah lorz. den meh say no $$. but in the end still got go larh.yea~ den we went to the coffee sho there makan. chicken chop.. yucks. i opuke out the whole thingy. hahaz. poor auntie. feel sorry fer her nehz,.. but i dun not mean to Do it de lorh. after that .. we went to thompy hse and meet him lor.. den four of us walk to mrt station.mah den quarreling where to watch movie.in the end we went to bishan lorz.yea~. Den Desmond called junyu. den we ka jiao her lar,.. den got one pervert msg junyu toking bt all those horny thingy.yucks.. he's a very horny guy lorz... sms junyu bt all those sex move.. wateva lAr.. also not my problem. lucky junyu nv give our no to him.. and yEa~ junyu wun do that one. hahaz. thompy played with him . and it was like. yucks.i also dunno how to say larz.Den. we sit there everyone play their hp den i stare at the neo prints we took earlier lorz.. tt one make mi NO $$ de .. hehez.. qutie nice lAr.. thompson one guy only.. den we were like making a fool of oursleves..Hehe. but overall not bad lArz... Den we went in lorz.. btw we watch KUNG FU hustle.. yEa~ quiet enice lAr~ yanfang laughing all the way Den thompson also lorz..hahhaz
Den mi Feel like walking around.. st for so long sia.. leg also pain lArh. that show.. i still dun get wat it means.Hehe.okie some part quit e nice lAr.den some very pervert.. esp the part .. tt gay wore this pants halfway one.. super gay man.. yucks..den after that we went back to yishun lorz.. all broke!.Den walk to thompson hse.. yea! he suggest to play bb.. and dint Came Down.. and we bo bian go his hSe lor.. mahahahz.. but he dun let us in becos of his mother.paisseh.den went to yanfang's hse lor... quite fun de lar.. playing with the hula hoop.. i dun even noe how to keepit going.. damnnitDen we tok tok bt the past. Den after that watch tv lorz. hahaz. den i took 812 pei junyu. Den take 806 back home...tralalaz.

yea~

it's been long since i update jor. mmm. hahaz. quite lazy nowadays also.. but this entry gonna be long and long and long worz. mmm.well. christmas really sux fer me.. so boring. i dun mean the ppl i hang out with man. but i dunno something is very missing from the outing.there's nth i can do also nehz. all i can is to fake out a smile and laugh all the way. or else they all say i bu shuang a gain. den i really bu shuang jor.mmm. my com is kind of siao this few days. cannot find medicine to Cure.. how?heck care.. sch gona start also. maybe no time to use com ler.. i'll be joining softball next year if i am not wrong.. well if i can cope. it's like i dun even noe whether i am official de lor.. den eveyone is saying i am softball de... even the softball ppl. well i dun wan to dissapoint mr goH also.. he has been very nice and encouraging fer the pass two year.. MR GOH U ROX TO THE CORE!!!. Den after thes few days.. i will be the student of 3a2 ler.. hhahahaz. maybe it would be nice. i dunNo. LOL.mmm. gonna miss 2a2 de ppl worz.ytd was really fun man .. we were playing bb there and den mm play netball... mmm. i lub two a two big big... hehehez.

merry x-mas

mErry christmas to Everybody!!!! yeA~
toDae Arh went out with Junyu yaN fang ChewlOo yoNgpoH and thompsoN [ moi new gOr]
[ he Frm my jie becoMe gOr ler!]
qUite bOriNg oNe larh.. we Were walkiNg aimlessly..Keke.!
but Christmas is better larH.. gOt preseNt de ..
mmM... they guys Finally tOok neo prints with uS lerh worz. too Bad mEh
Went to her GrandMa's hse Lerh. tata.. quiTe niCe de LaR!.
yea~.And i've Found a fake "lao Gong"
hahahaz.. he very good lArh..hahaz.. Very romanTic!.
okOk. i stOp my CRap lAr.. later thompsOn Read lerh alSo buei Tahan.
he's

sianz

mmm toDae ar wEnt out with moi sister and li hao lor.. to buy clothes... yea~
i've bought a:
new world order t-shirt.
bum equipment t shirt
converse boardshorts
and a jeans.yea~
but haven bought a School bag lehz. got money but dunno wat to buy~
i wan to billaboNg de but si Bei Expensive loRh. me not that Rich worz.
haiis. so stylo!. aniway it Dun Suits me also larh.
i am very tiRed now i dunno why.
i want to sleep lehz. but ... hahahz.
okie i am admiring the neoprints yinghua and me took ytd De.. so niCe..hahaz
Two bestfrenz take photo Anything also nice de lorz.
hoRz?
kkz. i dun hao lian our friendship lerH.
mmmm. she turN chio lerh btw!. muahahahz.
lurve ying hua big big worz. Mmm.
and alots lAr.. can name until tmR... muahahahaz.
shit i haven buy wrapper to wrap the presents.
damn how>
die ler!
tmR morning den go buy lerh.
sianz. i also dunno i buying fer who!.
diao~
merry christmas happy hoildae !!!!!
by n synce de very nicEh

Went out wif ying hua

toDae went out with yinghua.. very fun lehz.. Diao~ she Very chio loR... eyEer and now she is taller den mE.. not fair at all.. Den we kanna CheatEd fer 15 bucks to shape our eye broWs.. Urgh.. make my eye until so pain.. not the brow.. sianz and that one is the guy who went to Singapore idol de worz..not my problem also nehz. i lurve yinghua big big.. she very gooD.. Den took piC with her very nice nehz.. love it to the Core.. looking forward to next outing with u...

oMg

haiis.. thompson is aNgry with mE.. and i dunno Why worz.. haiy..
dunno la.. i also hEack Care one..
Yea~ toDae went to bb court with junyu But ended up toking non stop worz.
yea~ we have got so m,uch to share nehz.muahahahz. lurve her.. muackz .. i tot she was angry with me worz.. but no worz. mmm.. so gald... these few daes was kind of sux man.. urGh.. i hate guys.. no offends la.. i also dunno eh..Well... toDae saw Cheer.. mm.. she is so tall and pretty.. yea!.hahaz...

wat a crazy Dae wif my sisteR

mMm wat a crAzy Dae wif mua Sis. shOutiNg at Each oTher the whOle Dae.. Even my mOther CoulDn't stands it. We've got a big scolDing ..muahahaz [FINALLY] THeRE wERE ALoT OF UNPLeASANT noise outside.. dunno UPGRADE WAT DE LA!! fcUkiNg noisy!! i Was woken UP by that stuPid noiSe. so Damn Early man. Den liKe 12 there Were absolute no noiSe den i JokEd that they Are out Fer lunCh.. [finally].muahahhaz.yea~. i Swept my corridOr toDae. this means that i am Not totally USELESS. aNd it Was so DAMN CLEAN NOW fer gooDness Sake.. i spent bt an hour swEEpiNg the " coRRidOr' . u nOe there is Drain thEre and The leaves Were Just so difficult to Come ouT. uRgh.. Den i Bo bian Sit Down there and struggliNg with the bRoom.. jus to let the rubbish ouT.. quite stUpid lA hoRz.yea~. i am in A very goOd mooD toDae .. WeLL.. i've got no iDea WHY? kAes watevA.mayBe .... MMM ..hahaz. i am gettiNg laMe nOw.after that mY sis and Me wen to the 400 plus mArket thEre.. walk there With my leg Full of BliSters. [ wateva]. Den she treat mE alOt of things.. i told her i've got no money. u noE wat i Saw my p1 Crushie there ..Aw.. so sweet... diao~..hahahaz. yea~ but i nV greet him lA.. wahahahz... it was like millions of years Since we Tok man.. muahahahaz... muahahhaz. Den got oNe chaR bor i dun Even noe her She Say "HI" to mE xhe evn noe my my name i bo bian le Smile to her And hi baCk lOr den bye ... ahahahaz.it's courtesy .. yea~. uRgh toDae need to gO tutioN. siaNz the ppl thEre called saE toDae Got TutioN..hahahz.. not bad la.. loNg time nv Write liao.. go there anD rite lo..muahhahahahz.. i am driving nuts. wateva... christmAs coMin. diao~.

[ eh ]

mMm toDae Went tO play Bb and i Am the First tO ReaCh there Again Den i was late By 15 min or So wOrz.so stUpid..mEh meh bRought her Frenz to plAy toDae...heR name is CatrinE.. i dunno lA.. also Forget lA.. Frm malaySia De.. bb veRy pRo also.. And she is Very pretty and Sweet..hahahazSure Can maKe a Great Frenz oNe worz.. they game TOdae ar?? not bad lA hoR.. my bb Skill Can say lAn dao Cannot lAn le.. muahahaz.. heck Care la.. i loVe the Sun.. Todae SunbUrn agAin..yEah~.. so happy worz...Den Soon later the aNgel Came Worz.. Den the Rest of the PPl.. Guess The guy was angel And weRe right... kaoz.. Den i kanna ti siAo Until dunno like wat woRz..sway lEhz.. yayaya.. before that alSo Got One guy very gentleman oNe woRz.. hahahaz..
i Same team with him eH.. [ i am not in loVe wif him worz].[neither the angel].kkz la.. haiis.. quite Fun Worz toDae. hahahaz.. sun burn rawkz

[muahahaz]

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad
i cant sleep.. i dunno why eh..i am too confused..well.. aniwaes...maybe i dun even noe wat myself is like bah.. no one ever cares bt me!!..perhaps..hahaahz.. maybe i dun even exist.. i am always the odd one out...o dun understand life..wat else take everythign fer granted.. i wanted to be alone but hates to be alone..i wanted to share mua secrets.. but i've got no one to turn to..i one to vent my anger but i dare not do so....i've nv lost mua cool before.. i knew wat's like to be shouting at fer nth... and that quite lame also la... nobody understands ME!!!....imiss mua frenz.. my true frenz.. lurves. yinghua. thanks fer being such a wonderful fren i love u to the core..

[ a song fer ya]

this cool song by mua newest idol.. [ i'm not okay by my chemical romance]

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hookI held you close
as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay

You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book,
but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truthI mean this,
I'm okay!(Trust Me)I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well,
I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay(Okay)

yea~ they didnt mean it ya noe.. it's all misunderstanding.. wahahhaaz.. relieved..
rocks Songs ish so coOl.. i love this genre now.. wow wee..yea. yea .yea..
roCks mua day..

this songies rocks..

disappear-- hobbastank
i am not okay[i promise]--my chemical romance
anthem of our dying day-- story of the year
ohio is for lover-- hawthorne heights
pain -- jimmy eats world
faint -- linkin park
mr bright side -- the killers
boulievard of broken dreams --green day
alway and i miss u -- blink 182
the way i feel -- 12 stones
the photograph is proof [i noe u noe]-- taking back sunday
somehow-- nickelback
existentialism on promnight-- straylight run
let me out -- future leaders of the world
cant stop -- red hot chilli pepper

[ [ dunno Shld be happy oR sad]

well i dunno whether i shls be happy or sad lorz..aniwaes i hate those ppl that likes to make empty promises oNe.. Urgh.. okie i hate to tell wat happern but it really saddens me alot.. why u nid to ask someone to tell us that u are not comin instead of telling us urself!!!. okie okie.. wateva.. i dun give a dAmn now.. hahahaz...okie todae went out wif chew loo actually got junyu de lorz.. i also dunno wat happen la.. den we went to heeren first den took neos.. my eyes looked weirdish.. very urgh.. but very weird la.. like got put super dark eye liner.. and so weird lorz.. den we went to bishan walk walk.. mm.. not bad la.. haiis..

[uRgh]

I HATE U
I HATE U
I HATE U
I HATE U
I HATE U
I HATE U
I HATE U
URGH..SO DAMN STUPID.. BUT I NOE IT'S NOT UR FAULT LA..HORZ.. MAYBE U FORGET TO TELL ME LORZ.. ISSIT?URGH!!!.. NVM NEXT TIME SEE U U GONNA GET IT FRM ME!!!.WAHAHAHAZ..
HATING U IN PROCESS.. BUT I AM LOVING U NOW..WAHAHAHAZ.. OKAY THIS LAME LOR.. I AM NOT GONNA SAY WAT HAPPEN HERE.. I AM SO DAMN FUCKED UP BY ALL THIS LORZ..URGH...BY SINCE U ARE MUA FRENZ I SHALL NOT BLAME U LA HOR.. MMM.. BUT WHY U ;LEFT OUT ME ME ME ... AND ME...WATEVA.. ANIWAY I ALSO CANNOT GO WORZ..MUAHAHAAHZ..YEA~ WATEVA.. DO U TINK I CaRE WELL.......... I DUN MANZ..OKIE I STOP ALL MUZ CRAP NOW.. AND HEY I LOVE U AND HATE U NOW.. AND DO U NOE IT'S HU... YEA,.. IT'S U..

maybe i shld clam down huh??? i have been so clam fer maybe 3 hours le and here i am venting my anger..wahaahahz.. not bad la... can tolerate fer do long and at least not shouting at someone.. and hey if u tink i am mad.. oh yes u are so damn rite man... i cant get enough sleep everydae and here i am wasting mua energy getting angry and all that stuffs.. wateva..wahahahaz.. and being mad of cos.. okie. i tell u wat.. i love typing now i also dunno why.. so dun restrict me frm typing todae.. i am going to go on and on and on.. this key board is so fun but isnt it the same... k z..wateva.. only the space bar sux and nth else... i am goin crazy now.. and this life sux.. i rather this be a nightmare den real life.. life's so complicated loRrrz.. isnt it.. so many conflicts or watsoever and hey i am wondering if there aint any disagreement.. life's is also quite meaningless le hor?any ways i hate mua life lor.. this fucked up liao.. okay i have use the f word quite alot of times really right??? me gonna stop using that word.. urgh..watever........ i am acting that i am so happy now.. watever and hey i am not lorz... i am also wat makes me so angry.. urgh..someone help mi plz.. nahz i dun nid anyone..wahahahaz.. i amreally going crazy soon.. i just lurve this keyboard too much and this key board really sux.. i 'm gonna spoil it and ask mua mother to buy me new de..,. and i will nv do that.. it's a waste of money all i noe...watever.. Urgh.. i tink i better stop typing or i 'll get mad.. one min later... haii.ss.

[sianz]

todae wEnt to play bb but befOre that went to Edwin's hse tO watch mVp qiNg Ren woAh very niCe la.. diao~..i am in lOve with the duan cheng feng.. yea~.. me Quite old fashion hOrz..hahaz.. sad la.. i onlt got to watch this show this few daes.. holidae mah nth to do den watch tv lorz..hahaz... i hope that my bb skills can also be last time.. of cos not la.. must als o be like those in the lakers de wat.. so pro de .. nBA sia..hahaz..waahahaz.. fat hope.. i dun even owna bb ball.. diaO~..Den toDae i play until si bei de lan lOR.. Even meh meh Can toU in Den me.. diao~..so %#$^#$$%^# hhaaz..kkz.. Den gOt oNe guy Came let's Call him devil Cos i dunno him name la.. last time see him befoRe de.. i hate him to the Core..hahaz.. so Damn Rude and Den.. haiis..lazy to Say Also..mMm.. He wen to play with us means that our group of friends here.. his bb quite goOd la.. but super arrogant sia.. haiis.. hates that man.. Den hoR.. His leg Got tattoo the moment he Came to Sit beside me.. i qucikly siam until dunno whEre..wahaahz.. Den after two match hoRz.. Den got ONe shuai ge Came.. lets Call him aNgel ba.. cause he's Wearing whit ewhile the devil is weaeing balck..hahahz,.. Den hor.. See him FroM aFar very shuai Sia.. aww...hahaz.. relax i am not in love with him lo...i dun even noe him ..Den they both play match la.. Den Got oNe uncle also very pro de lo..hahaz.. Den watch them play den.. actually tot the angle will be very lan buten he so dashing and good sia.. wow.. den he tou in alot od\f the ball la.. yea~.. Den the Devil like very buei song Den wanna win but he Did Qjuite well Also lo. Den after that the devil took off his jersey Den i Sway sway must help him take Care.. wah piang.. hahaz.. nv mind diao~.. yea they had a good match loR.. very fun and excuting watching them play also.. first time watch basket ball until so song sia.. nan de woRz..keke.. and this is also the first time i Really watch a match lorz... wahahaz. Den ar.. mmmm... den alex Say wanna go Le den mehz also ..i Cannot Stay there de wat hoRz.. Den i Also Wen off loR.. haii the angel so shuai.. diao1~i Sounds so Despo woRz.. diao~..keke..... todae was FuNbut end up pai ka le.. Cannot walk properly also lorz..how sway Was that.. wahahahaz...diaO`..

[ waTeva]

todae went tO library wif mehz to do hw.yea~ nan de so Guai... hehez.quite fuN alsO la..mMm...we Do dO dO den in the End tOk alOt of crap lo..hahaz...diaO~Den mehz Say sHe hungary Den we Go Eat.. Den tAke neo card..wahahaz.. Quite niCe alSo but They Say i lOoked very buei sOng er yi..diaO~..kekezz.. toDae i Very bhb/... Keep siNging praises To mysElf..hahaz.. nOt bad la.. Den mehz kEpt sayiNg that she is tall Den me And junyu shoRt.. aiyeeR..hate uu..haaz..jkjk la.. Den we Tok alOt Crap Also..btw Junyu Came After that..Den gOt a very hoRny gUy kept msging hEr den Si bei pian tai One.. i Also Buei Tahan Den We tell him That junyu Bra Size was Z..diaO~..who the hell Will Haf such big boobs...diaO~ also Cannot hang loNg de Wat..i lurves muA frenz.. upDate tmR loh..sianz

[bOriNg life+]

FINALLY CHANGE MUA SKIN lE!!
hahaz..quite happy la..finally get riD of mua previOus..anD this liNks ppL better Not lIke the pRevious oNe..ConTeNted buTen the layOut nOt very niCe lehz..nVm la..at leAst Can liNk ppL mAh hOR??Tmr YF meet mE gO liBrary dO hoMewOrk.. SounDs GrEat !!.yEa~..u Noe Wat the lAst Time We mEet tO dO hw ..happy hAppy AgReed Den In the End We Went K box wiF the Guys inStead..but the K bOx thingy Was SoRt of Fun loR..MmM..iSnt it Over and i Am toKin bt it nOw..oKie.. i Like tO tOk bt thingy That hAd happEn lOng loNg tiMe AgO..yea~ i lOve it.. i Dun liKe tO toK bt the futUre~hu lIkes??ya SOmE loH..hehez.thiS is muA sEcond Entry Fer ToDae..And i Have nth MuCh tO rite AlsO.. Cos ToDae Was SuCha BorEd..yea~.WatchiNg tv and Den play Com.. Doing All These Stuffs.. nuT didnt lay a hAnd oN my hW..i lEft lEss Den a Mth to Complete..luCky mE..i 've SoMe..And a bit Only..the guys Are goIng Fer Chalet tMr..[envy]..yeA` only the Guys Are alloWed.. Wateva.. Free De nehz..haiz.. GuRls.. Sway Us lO..Since the guys Are Rich..keke..[ EnjoY urSelf wOrz].[ Dun quarral there.mMm..mayBe..i alSo dunno how to Say..must Cum back happy happy Can le la...... hOpe that i will Wake Up on tiMe tMr..Dun be lAte To meet yAnFang.. i Tink i Have Got rid of the unpunctual haBit but Even though i Am 10 min EarliEr Others are Still EarliEr den me!!!..NoT fair..haahz.. but At least GOt ppl Can pei mE tok While WaitiNg..bt 3 Days Nv touCh basket ball liaO..haiz.. Den my Skin ColouR StartiNg to Fade Also.. diao~ not that sEriouS le hOr??i Also hEck Care liao.. But i Hate tO be Fair.. i Also DunnO wh nehz..i Am supEr faiR when i Was very youNg.. Esp When i toOk phoTo with my papa..he's So tannEd..nOt Fair..i Dun Wan holidAe to End AlthouGh it's bOring la..bUt studYiNg really Sux tO the CoRe maN.. Esp SciEnce loR..sCience Sux big Time.. kkz..i'll upDate tMr..mMm.miss 2a2 AlOt..

hahaz

mMm toDae i One o cloCk Den woKe up.. liKe pig hOrz..mAybe yEsTerDae tOk toO loNg le bah.. Dun tiNk sO alSo.wahahaz.. Den mOTher Was like Todae nV gO Out ar? sO guAi.. Den i Talk Back SayiNg Of coS lah. oNe o Clock Den wake Up.. Den She Say nO woNder..wahahaz. DiaO~ bUt alSo loNg tiMe sleep Until So shuaNg le Eh..mMm yea~..lOVe it..keke~.Den yEsterdAe tOk to DesmOnd alOt Of crap lO.. UrGh..watEva i Dun liKe him Worz..wahahaz..yEa~ it's tRue.. u Dun beliEve FINE!!Erm..hahaz..tOdae nOt very siAnz .. i DunnO why Lehz.. muSt dO hw lE..yEa~cAnnOt sLacker next yEar le..mMmhaiZ..goNNa Change the blOg skin.. i tOt this SkiN was TOo fugly..hahaz..

angry

todae sucks to the core man..yea~ walk for almost half of the dae.. i mean stand la..
diao~.wEnt to play badminton with verOnica they all.. nOt bad la..hahaz.. den got one xiao didi wan us to let him play den okay loR.. Den sway sway pair Up with mE..diao~.. haiz.. he So 'Pro" Worz.. Act Act.. Let u Get all u Wan loR..i Stand behind.. poSe only..wah.. he so pRo..watevA.. mi lan loR..hahazokie.. i am tired and angey toDae..ya wateva.. hate ah lians cos they sux man.. act big act vulGar... i act act not angry only.. just putting the happy froNt ..so that everyoNe will not take is sO haRd man..haiz..i Noe they Are soMe soRt of pAiseh la.. butEn haiz..forget bt it.. i Am going to get the skin tone i Wan sooN le.. yea~ finally.. just a few morE daes oF sun Den Can le.. this few daes went to plAy bb Until So Song Although Very lAn le.. Also bo bian loR.wateVa..Den Alvin Sway Sway msg me Den i Vent my Anger there..Sorry man.. u Are suCh a gReat guy.. always toleratiNg me..hahaz.. okiE..Den After that i Walk Home Den Go home... Den my moTher nag at mE..cos i anihOw throw mua thingy..hahaz.. Den Play Com Watch Tv.. hahahahz.. Den Jack Call lo.. Ya.. he 's Such A weiRdo.. 90 % of the times i Dunno Wat he's tokin bt..hahaz.. But quite Cute la..Erm..but he kept asking me out to go his serviCe..diao~.. hahaz.. he's a grEat guy Also... Find ur true loVe la..hahaz.. diao~..this is gRoss..Den We tok halfway veroniCa callEd..Den i Ask her to Wait Den i Call her latEr lo..wahahhaz.. niCe man..heez..at least they make mi happy bah.. toDae so Sway oNe loR..diao~.. thanks yuan yu For ya Testi.. next timE go out With u and ying hua and ur gege again loR..hahaZ.. anticipatiNg..hahaz.. u Sure very gooD de woRz.. hahaz..yEa~..okie me vent my anger Finish le ...yea~..

hugs and kisses.. to all mua friends,..

(( Diao~))

stayed at home for the whole dae.. wa shuang.. hahaz.. not boring at all ...
i waited my sis to let me play sims 2 den i slept..
ahahaz..yesterdae sleepp too late le den todae so early kanna the noise made by mua parents..
annoying man...everyday also liddat.. i rather sleep in the afternoon...diao`~
toDae meh meh go KL liao..waoh Happy.. nAhz.. of Cos miss her laHz.. fei hua... kind of close to her these few daes.. tot that she is nice and understanding alSo AT TIMES
hahaz..she is a great gaL.. Diao~ but see guy hoR den forget friends liao~
tok to her for 47 mins todae..with my sister disturbing me.. how nice..
after that we were posing for the cam on our phone..
had fun..its cooL.. and she is so fair and white..loves to take picture with her liao.. so niCe.. den i look tannEr..yEah.~she is boRn so white de Wat.. Wat Can i Do..her tai chi.. not mine..
wat did i do toDae..Erm.. nth much.. sleep..hahaz.
so niCe..long time nv sleep le lehz.. u tot wat Ar..ytd 3 am den sleepp.. 9am jiu wake up le... Den ytd still went to play bb.. tiring one nehz..
but Dun feel it..hahaz..weiRdO..yuppz..
i dun like anyone now..how nice..hahaz..
yeah yeah yeah..wateva,...
guys getting their LONG pants tmR...keke..funni sEh
diao~ jAck ask me out for moVie on sat
siao~ i tot he only noe bt christiany..oops..jkjk..
dunno CaRe.. i Wanna get the kiss of the Sun...
loVe my complextion now..yEah..
if tanner better ba..
yEah... surE can de.. i Wanna be DarkEr den my fathEr.. Oh man.. he so Damn Dark.. jEalous.. his fAce only bah.. legs quite Fair..
Can see my two Tone le... diao~..hahaz.. okay i'll stop being lame..
wat's love.. diao~ love is stupid..hahaz.. jK la..
miss mua Friends.. Ya that time went to Find shuzhen den she was like.. woah so bueisong..
wat the hell
diao~ nvm.. tolerate loR.. go find her out of concern she still liddat no contact no and everything..
wat a frenz to haf.. diao~ if i dun Treat her as mua bestfriend i will surely heck care her oNe..
but everyione is mua bestfriend wat... Diao~..hahaz..i Treat them as one they might not treat me one loR.. but it's okay..yeah..
tmr dunno Where to Go.. bao yun ask mi go sentosa den i say dun Wan..diao~ hahaz.. badmintoN moRe Fun wat..haha.z...

wow

toDae was Fun..sorry Didnt update for da past few days cos i tot my internet spoil
den dun dare to use ..ahahaz..my sis fixed le..tt's why i am here now manz..
okie this few daes i am not boRed at All lehz..Quite Fun And i alsO dunno How to describle also
busy SMSing and goiNg out..
Went to WatCh polAr express yEsterdae.. quite aHem..Boring BUt oVerall it's a great and MeaniNgfuL show..
believe Wat u SEE..
i Sat besiDe donoVan and we Were throWing pop Corn... hahaz..nV tink bout the CleanErs..hehez. yuppz..befoRe that i saw my cousin..loNg time Nv see le woRz..
Actually We didnt Regonise eaCother oNe..Den hahaz..but Still say hiZ//
maybe i change too muCh le ba..
lets tok bt Todae...
okie... Went to the bb Court very puntually...Den all of tHem lAte...
nvm..hhaaz.. Den Rain..how Sad but We still [playEd..
juNyu took Taxi just to accompaNy me Bscos i am AloNe..touChed butEn when she Came ..
yiwei Was there Le...
hahaz.
oVerall Quite Fun..
yuppZ all oF us Got One Secret
tt's Stupid manz..
hahaz..
not funni,..
i am the viCtim Wat...
lolz..
happy mah..
Fine..Well
toDae Erm..
i dun WanNa write..
Fun lor fun loR/...
hahaz.. 2a2 rawkz