Sunday, January 30, 2005

haiish. i am sick and tired.
can sleep for my whole life and never wake up?
i hope i can.i rather live in a dream
den waking up to reality!
.i love dreaming.
lOvez.
currently listening to liang jing ru de "jie shou."
i find the lyric meaningful. and eRm.realistic?
love that song.love is selfish!yes? no?
i only noe once i listen to this song i will repeat until like dunno how many times.
kinda addictive.
and good charlotte " we believe" it's bt love and peace.
yeah nice too. and yao han used to sing to me!lOlx.
haha no lah. i ask him to sing de.
he let me me choose den i choose that one.
he tot i will be choosing " i just wanna live" or "predictable"
t's sweet..haha. but it's been one week i have spoken to him
!i wan my HP back!
maybe i shouldnt tanned much now.
i shld get fair. i look nicer with fair skin!
hahaz. maybe, frm the neos ytd.
like white paper sia.
we press the super white..haha.
wah dunno nid how many olay whitening cream liaoz.
i used to use that ...
i dunno wat's that den my grandma let me play!but no effect.
still so black!i miss her! will nv get to see her again!
adores her...and my grandpa also. they are role model. v
ery good one.i love them more than my parents.[ my parents noe!!!]
I MISS THEM cannot tok bt them wan.
will cry abruptly..my cousins love them alOt.
i love my cousin and it was like so long nv see them
haiish. act not la.
recently also got saw SOON LEE gor.
he forget ME. need to stare until so LONG.
act i also forget la.den that time lixian and sin tat came to my hse.
den i tot my mother bringing her friends den i act sleeping
.i shld have woke up!!!.

living in a nightmare of someone else dreamz
trying to find a hand to hold and every touch felt cold to me......
[ ashlee simpson shadow!]

and i saw yio chu kang sec guy todae..
FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nv change... haiish.

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