"Until I Get Over You"

Woke up today thinking of you

Another night that I made my way through

So many dreams still left in my mind

But they can never come true

I press rewind and remember when

I close my eyes and I'm with you again

But in the end

I can still feel the pain, every time

I hear your name

[Chorus]

The sun won't shine since you went away

Seems like the rain's falling every day

There's just one heart,

where there once was two

But that's the way it's gotta be,

'til I get over you

[Verse 2]

Walked through the park,

in the evening air

I heard a voice and I thought you were there

I run away but I just can't escape

Memories of you everywhere

They say that time will dry the tears

But true love burns for a thousand years

Give my tomorrows for one yesterday

Just to know that I could have you here

[Bridge]When will this river of tears stop fallin'

Where can I run so I won't feel alone

Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'

I've just gotta take it from here on my own

But it's so hard to let go

i am in the RIGHT mood to blog now
i seems so happy today or
just for now

and the reason is
i SAW YIOCHUKANGSECGUY!!!!!!!___
and first time hearing his voice .
i am ecstatic . =)
love me <3
it 's lame . but ya dunno how i feels .

MR goh kem siong went to his dunno who wedding dinner .
wad da heck .
and i am alone
so my eyes were straying at guys .
LALaa . caught a glimpses of some preety boys .
and i did my homework at mac myself .
okay . at least i did some . =)
better den nothing right ?
yes ! yes !

and the thing that pissed me off is .
he ask to go his house .
and they were like all preparing to to da dinner .
and me . do homework
wad da fuck
so i said i wanna go .
and he let me !
okays . shan't not be bother with him .
i shall go see my pretty boy againn=)
peace OUT _

and exam is drawing near .
and i went to woodland lib to borrow some books
it was like !
FINALLY>
and wad am i going to draw.
seriously . i dunno . hars .

i am more concern abt the coming english and chinese mid yr
i duno why .
and maths too
the rest
i am not sure .
but i wan to do welll
and i must do well .

good luck for me . _________-
=)

and the day is save
thanks to dixon and chong_______
fengling and thompson too __


it begin with a word.
and it went on like forever .
and that to that beep ______ guy .
i will not hate u
i shall have a good heart to forgive U
i was quite scary
with all that parang coming all out .
but not my first encounter .
but i cant win all the hands
really thanks dixon and chong for the help
u two are great peace- er
i will never forget

thanks a million .
prob solved .


and to him
there 's is always hope if u want
dun wait for it
go for it .
i love u .

why are the two pretty boy gays !
it's such a waste . !
but it's interesting to see this kind of blog

i vommited twice today
quite of torturous .
imagine me not eating anything
and trying to get something out of my throat
but thanks fengling . =)
class was boring as usual .
exam is around the corner

mr pang gave us a big thrashing !
or lecturing !
we are just plain LAZY
that 's all he can say
and guess wad
it 's the fact
being cher is so ........................
CHAM.

went to watch AQUAMARINE .
it 's touching and nice .
jojo is sort of linsay lookalike in some part
that mermaid was Ok .
and the guy wasnt that HOT
but overall they story was good
the ending was expected
i am so in love with the " stick ons earring "
it look CUTE

u are beautiful in the inside and the outside . " cutesy .

zerroossszxx

[ social studies 7/18]
[englsih 11/30]
[ amaths 21/35]

RED ALARM FLASHING.
a faliure is not the end of my life .
this is a reminder for me to work harder
____

A - attitude
B- BIG GOAL
C- create working plans
D- diligence - determination
= EUREKA

the formulae of success!! by DR william tan !
so mid coming jor
mugging time
muggin muggin muggin

seriouly i lost interest in studying .
but for NOW
for the sake of that CERT
i am going to work hard!
to accomplish my dream !

FASHION DESIGNER : seems like everybody know le
will i be the next armani !>
lol:
but got bernice ! that 's tough

perhaps i nid help for my studies !
MARK : he is useless !
but he 's my motivation to work harder !
cos i dun wan to be kan sway by him ~


friends will let u their shoulder when u cry
they will be ur listenign when u have problems .
they will share the laughter joy and memorable times .
as each day passes
thir prescene seems to everything !


zeroo . ho ! ah die s

i am in a farking bad mood today .
so bare with all my rubbish .

the reason is __________
i dunno why . so DON"T ASK!!!

TERRIBLE MOODSWINGS_. i can define it .
i just come by and never go away
urgh .
CURE ME .
i am driving myself crazy
throwing tantrums at ppl around me !
the selfish act i am doing .
the inmature behaviour
i dun derserve anythng .
i am just a farking person with farking attitude problems .

i am just a failure .
i dun even know how to contain my anger
i feel like CRYING.
but my tears just dun FLOW___
it just in the middle of nowhere

i am just someone standing in the middle of the highway .
feeling the speed of the cars !
waiting for something to knock me off ._

perhaps i nid to visit the pyscharist !

do i have the stand to flare my anger
[x]to show my discontentment
[x]to citisize anyone .
[x]to dominate other ;s life .
[x]ruined people's mood .

i am just a nobody .
just a person walking down the streeet .

it 's sucks !
but i cant help it ._______________

hope i dun live long . i hate life .
i hate GOD !
I HATE EVERYTHING !
LEAVE ME UNLOVED ! ________
thus . maybe it will be better off __
without me

i am back to post myy thoughts again _

and i got back some test papers this week
so let's start with THE AWFUL
: i got 13/ 25 for e -maths .
kind of disappointed .
but not giving up . i know that 's NOt the best i can GET.
i wan my 90 plus ! oops !
i am barely there for NOW !

talking abt maths .
i always feel stress doing maths paper .
i dunno why .
my hands would tremble and hard would beat a little faster
i am lacking confidence in do things .
chinese too .
i lost 8 marks !
my intitial answers were correct !
but in the end . i got wrong just becos i chnaged my mind !
how i wished i can overcome this !

and the GOOD
i finally passed my science
chem too . congrats me

and today was great
having great loads of FUN with fengling in MARK
with exceptions of jiunchyi and chewloo
they are TOO GUAI
imagine 4 hrs of maths .
and that 's was like damn long and boring
and thatMR NICE VER ACT tutor doesnt intend to Release us

fengling and me were crapping
making ourselves entertained !
doing stupid stuffs.
talking rubbish .
and mark was like glaring at us .
hinting us to SHUT UP .
but wad can he do !
he had led us to this kkind OF horrendous state
when we cant differciate human and ghost
black and white
mark and un mark !
haha lame

so we went home early
cos we finished our WORK !
claps !!
and we went to chong pang market to eat .
we ate fish slice bee hoon
not bad lahs
and dar treat me satay
and he was talking abt his sch life .
i know how he felt
but perhaps time can heal
and he could even make more friends in his class .

and .. fengling can get into his bic !
so poor thing ! hahaa !
but i can LOL .
but anyways i love being with the both of u!

great day
spice me up
love me too
i believe one day i will spread my wings .
and go to the place where i used to belong

today i went out with jores .
TO STUDY.
had great load of FUN!!

- eat mac
- took neoprints
-chase out by mac manager
- playing with camera!

we went to make .
the most ironical thing is that .
we just sat and eat our food
den that stupid aunty asked
" do u want to throw away "
damn it .
how could we waste 6 buck on a meal and throw it again
and at the same time
WE WERE DAMN HUNGRY
and she came over for SO many TIMES .
the ppl there ARE WEIRDO

secondly ,
we were doing our homework there !
and a old hag with thick make up apporached US.!
aka mac FLOOR manager
in her sweetest voice .

" i need ur help . maybe u shldnt do ur homework here .
cos i might nid the table later ,
I KNOW STUDYING IS GOOD !
but maybe . next time ..
and d u find the milkshake sweet
it's a little too sweet right !
" damn fuck !

so we pack our stuffs and went to walk walk !
LOL.
walk and walk .
and we took neoprints!!
the machine was great !!!
the elephants and da toliet bowls !!!

and saw a bunch of orchidpark gal and one gal was like .
we are also queuing ,...
damn u lahs .
who want to cut ur queue .
DOTS
den she was saying
" we put our handphone in our pocket
den kater take neoprint take our hp out !
!! i wan to take this kind de . we pose this pattern !!!
LMAO!
i was laughing my arse out man !
andwhile she was taking her fabulous NEO
i was repeating her words outside !
i so so darn eviil

LALALaaaaa .

and we went to ice lemon tea !
the saleggirl damn rude
let me quote her

" excuse me , can go away anot ! "
wah big seh
haha

okie . i rant so much !
naturally bitchy !
wow !

and that guardian ladee!!!

keep pester me ! i wan to walk ard also cannot !
damn her !
intro me pimple cream
and touch my hand !

LOLX!
but she is nice !

singaporean are getting more diligent !
LOL
continue with ageing population tmr

ytd wad GREAT .
lots of fun and Laughter !
and LOTS of pictures .

LOVE them !!!
YEAH..

FURY

u might think i am wrong . but that's how i feel

but i still hate u BITCH
why give birth to me
abort me better right
waste ur time and money !
reduce ur blood pressure to scold Me

u made a statement that u aint biased
but frm the action u does
u had shown u are VERY biased
u treasure her like precious
treat me like a dung of shit .
u spent every cent on her
while rant when u spent some on me
u gave her the best
i get nothing .

other ask me to understand u
some ask me to accomodate u
so i keep my motuh shut every u NAG .
but it was even worse .

maybe GOd is unfair again .
hais .


but maybe there are still good friends beside me .
and a special BF.

I HATE U BITCH FUCK OFF

my day starting really well .

but when it's getting to the end of the day


i end up with tears


i am getting fed up with myself .
why cant i just control my emotions
problems cant be resolved just by crying .
aint it .
is life really that miserable .
or is it MYSELF who make my life seems that way .

or is this stress?
or how shld i define this ?

can any medicine cure this .
is it unfair to people around me
but i really apologise for wad i ;ve done .
frm the bottom of my HEart : I "M SORRY


maybe god must be punishing me all the sins i ;ve done .

i hate myself
and i canot deny

i lost my fucking damn ez link card .
and that stupid uncle still give me his fucking attitude
wad's this world coming up to .
gosh . the service ish so damn RUDE
how i wished i could slap him ..

and i lost the neoprints ,.
DAmn it .

today sucks

but atleast jiun chyi passed her 2.4 km
i was really easy running .
and she got 1700
and i accompained her all the way .
wasnt i great!

and i helped the aunties arranged the chair .
i am helpful and freindly .


but why must god DO such things to me .

he's so biased !
he hates me . giving me all the bad
while i am contributing all the good .
is this the way to repay me .
if it is .
i rather die .
i hate this wOrld .
it's so ugly
how i wished i would geyt lost.

why am i not getting the thing s ,.i pay for
the efforts i made in ,.
the result i get .
fuck man !
i hate this world to the fucking core.

hate me too .

- there is not that much homework today .
so decided to come online...

so the most controversial topic of the week ::

campus SUPERSTAR..
agrees with Mehs . that TERESA sucks .
she is so damn arrogant . and thickskinned .
overconfident . if ya think u are pretty joined pageant lahs .
and i am not IMPRESSED by ur singing at all .
my remarks may be crude but that's all u deserve frm me
u dont deserve to u
u only win marglinaly .
so there's nothing for u to be proud of
watever . i dun like u

i lOVE ZHIYANG
i am so impressed by him
his vocal is so smooth and sweet.
i was smittened by his vocal
his cute smile .
gosh tOtally drown by his powerful voice .
and i spent money voted for him !
he shld be proud of himself !!
I VOTED FOR HIM IN THE LAST SIX MIN
whatever ... he WON .

i am doing the meh meh style.so many colours .
yet so nice . i love colours

so the nafar result was OUT .
and i got GOLD .
i first i told mr ramesh asked me to "go " to the failed there
but lucky ah .
i heard wrongly
didnt play game .
just sat there and listen to mr ramesh briefing for those
WHO failed .

everybody seemed so drain out due to the speech dae .
but ppl do take care of urself yars !