the serenity of having the fountain of friendship sparkle with a glow began twice years ago, when one started to establish a almost-but-not friendship with the girl herself.. living not knowing that the unknown future would bestow upon much gifts so much so more of a mental state than physical. being human as like our betters, i would be agitated at being misunderstood , probably would like to wrestle the problems and try to pin and nab down everyone who turns my life topsy turvy. i found her and her peace has taken me to new heights i could never embrace on my own accord, as laughable or ridiculous as it may seem. its times like these one would love to lash out and blurt out the sinner's vocabulary. how apt it would seem since life has been creamed as she deemed.. restrain requisite while we put our hands together... what are our tiny problems compared to life gone, devoid of any chance to grab it by its horns.all pales in comparison it seems. sigh. so yes.. we must find, within ourselves that unmistakable purpose of life. to better lead our wandering minds. to anchor the restless nomad and to finally house it with due rest. comfort shall envelope the found perspective and god shall bless it abundantly. new trials arise for the coming months. a feat trying to make the impossible work. sussing out new doors and new chores. hopefully it'll all come to pass and i'll look back, in hindsight, the best sight. and smile. it was all well worth it.the truth will see the light of day . all in due time and i pray that there will be a veil of protection over our tongues and our hearts. that we should guard it and not fight back or judge other people in our own lives. many of us have problems with our friendships at opss or people that disappoint us. life certainly isn't easy.
but we can choose how we want to deal with things. our focus, our perspectives and what controls our lives. it may sound like a old-fashioned thing to say but to think about it is actually beneficial. if we govern our lives trying to fend off the world and trying so hard to please everyone and make a good impression. we'd be burnt out. that inner circle of friends and family, that circle of trust , intergrity, love and peace is so important and integral in our lives.one of my fav sayings is that "those who matter don't care and those who care don't matter"ding, as profound as this may sound, i pray you'll find the inner strength in yourself, within your family and close knit friends to lead the "let go" life. that u'd let go of things beyond your control . but to control your own mind and your own judgement of people , your own ways and to open up that door of undertsanding to love and to be greatly blessed coz you are special and no one can ever take that away f
ding, remember this : u too are human and u, like everyone, fall and falter . you might run back to cringed old ways and get disappointed at your own weakness even though you yourself might not be aware of it. but u know what. its ok. its ok to feel down sometimes and its ok to feel you are alone. think but don't dwell. recover quickly as u keep telling yourself to have faith and to believe in the impossible. its only when we have hope and we look forward to soemthing, we work towards soemthing, without grudge in our hearts that we can actually progress. this is the most simple thing u could ever achieve. bear these words in mind and act accordingly. Scattered spirits of butterfly flashes.Maimed monstrosity burned to ashes .Glass boxed in empty echoed company.Dancing lights, pharoah' s faded symphony.Gone is the shell left to dustCome with new trinity take off the maskIn here all things are near. Have no fear ,No more should u tear, the road will be clear..
In me anew, break free and heal, let shattered glass melt this deal.Free your mind, show the sign.The sinners throne will soon be blownCome out to play, let the word be knownNo longer solo,the crippled creature,Radiant glow you, god ' s reflected features.. shall stand once againFall once, twice, never thriceovercoming the overcome andbraving it against all odds.remember ding. dare to be different. everyone can dare to be different. but only few truly do it. the rest sink back into mundane lives that are unfufilling and often leave them with something missing. you are born to stand out. never mind the critique. here is one lone ranger determined and strengthened, not weakened by his surroundings. you too can do the same.
written by ashura. not me .. haha
copy frm my testi. wowee.
