Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Dreamy Individual Needing Gratification and Lustful Indulgence
i am feeling so BADbad

went to SP today . it was fun
the courses were real1y cool =)
blah blahblah .

Monday, May 29, 2006















see this and tell me wad is the first thing that comes to ur mind=)

today my bear bear sent me home . haha .
first time =) thanks yar
bear bear

Saturday, May 27, 2006















i 'd just discovered this pic today .
i am so fucking slow . gosh
i can laughing at this pic
beep test
and we were like runnning so happily

Friday, May 26, 2006

this entry is going to be LONGlongLONG [ nong nong nong]___
because i am so damn bored.
being online this afternoon .and there's nth for me to do .
i ended up staring at the screen .
for 2 hours plus .
i felt so lonely and bored .

and when i 've got nothing to do
i 'll start thinking of alot of craps again .
and guess what i am done with my photo albums
there's at least thousands of photos in it man
and i started to miss 2a2 again . [ after quite some time ]
looking at the photos brought me back to the past when we used to be darn close
but now ain t the same already
some neoprint were really cute . =)
and the photos we took in sec two s.
and cheryl appeared in the neoprint the most number of times =)
i do cherish the memories we once had .
but the bond was broken .
we could nv mend it back again =/
to : junyu , yanfang , cheryl , yiwei , baoxin , shuzhen
wish u all . succeed in everything ya do =)
though . there was a time we hated each other
hahaa

i was looking at the neoprint last year too . and there came my new friends
jores , fengling , keyan , yuning , jiunchyi,sujun fongmui, xue hui etc .
[ xue hui since sec one . but now as close yet]
definitely had great times with them !
love them LOTS !

i am quite happy to maintain my friendship was chewloo and peiyi . =)
lucky there werent any dispute s
and they are always the one for me =)
i MISS ALL OF THEM =)

and i 'd realise i hadnt been spending much time with my friend .
compared to the past . 8.8

love my album
love the memories.
love my FRIENDS

and one funny thing .
me and shirley will confirm take neo once a yr . =)
but this yr haven hahaa =)

i will study hard and noe gu fu my parents efforts .
and thier hope on me .

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Name :TANDINGLI
Class:S4-A2
Clss teacher : MR pang han tong .

ENGLISH LANGUAGE : 36.1 F9
CHINESE :60.1 B4
ADD . MATHS :39.1 F9
MATHEMATICS :73.7 A2
SCIENCE :51.1 C6
COMBINED HUMAN. :52.9 C6
ART AND DESIGN :58.9 C5

percentage : 53.1
class position : 13
L1R4 :26
L1R5 : 32


remarks : Dingli had put in much effort in her studies . Even though her results are not up to expectations, she should not lose heart . She should study her mistakes closely to improve her grades .

i wonder wad is his expectation for me -.- last year also wrie the same thing . =)
and mr pang is insisting that my study method is wrong wrong wrong haha
i also think so .
i shall do something abt that =)
i wan to do well for O lvl but is liike who dun ?
mdm loy touches my heart too .
she sarcrifies so much for us .
i must put in commitment for ART.

my june holiday is packed with .. remedials .and remedials .
don't think there will be a break for us =(

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

filing filing and filing .
dammit . i 'd lost alot of the english worksheet .
gosh.

i passed five subject overall .
and i make an improvement in passing the number of sub
but i drop in the overall percentage .
got f-nine for the two i fail . :
amthas and english .
seriously i dunno wad to do for my english already .

got to mug like siao during the june holiday .
guess what my june holiday was fucking packed with EXTRA LESSONssSsSsss
omg da . and mr pang was saying that the SP thingy is a MUST
den mr ramesh was like wanting to see us . or whatever
msm ang too .
and we need to rush again .
=) that 's for us . for our own good .
so cannot complain . : but i just did .

Monday, May 22, 2006

if u ask mi if i am satisfy with my result ?
i will say NO !
if u ask mi do i deserve this kind of result ?
i will say ABSOLUTELY!!!


i had experience many failure . but i did ask myself . did i work hard enough ?
but the answer is always a NO .
no matter how long i revise .
no matter how long i practise
no matter how long stare at the book .
i thought i know .
but it just didnt come out .

i did badly for amaths .
predictable . i cant even do the qus .
my mind isnt right at the first place .
but i am gald that mdm ang still have faith on me .
i will not give up
treat it as a lesson to be learnt .
and not something to be sad of

i tired to hold back my tears .
i tell myself it's a red alarm bell ringing .
i promise to study hard after this failure .
i want to stand up again .
it 's time FOR me to WAKE up .

O lvl chinese is due next monday .
i want A1 . cos i know i can . =)

cheers to all my friends ,
let 's work hard together . lOve yar .

Sunday, May 21, 2006

i am recovering frm my misery .
thanks to my dear .
he makes me still believe there is LOVE in this world .


yesterday was a horrible day .
i seemed to be blamed for every single thing i do .
although i did nothing .
or maybe she needs someone to be vent her anger on .
perhaps .
she scold i shut up . and wad 's wrong with that ,
and when she is repeating the same thing again i walk away
she say i've got an attitude problem__
maybe only her younger daught er can impress her
i cant .
in her eyes i am just a useless girl
who only know how to spent her hard earn money .
to u , i am just a horrible daughter.
who does nothing for u .
the one who only know how to make u angry
when she had done nothing -.-

[ maybe , i shld not be ur daughter . ]

so today went to watch poisedon with my dear .
that movie was damn nice .
exciting . touching .
esp the part when the ppl there trying to save da gal .
and they cried .
and JOSH lucus is my HUNK MY hunk !
i am just wondering how would i handle such crisis . -.-
maybe i will be corpse there dying . heheh
so we went to eat KFC .
and i spill over a meal
and that kfc ppl compensate me with another meal
i feel so guity lehs .
also cant help lor
and before that we took neoprint .s.
nicenice nice .
and we headed to his house .
on our way we saw maureen
with her very jap looking dressing .
the socks on her hand -.-
pink and black . LOL
she was like waving at us hahaa !!!!

and so he cycled i walked LOL -.-
went to his house . watch a taiwan drama series
very de nice ,.
and it's CALLed " MAGIC RING"
i want to watch LOL . i am addicted to it .
and that guy was like sleeping lor .
damn idiot .

Friday, May 19, 2006

i am NOT happy at all ____

fengling . jores . shu hui . keyan . xue hui . dingli
startign it was great
we were cracking up with jokes .
and chatting
everything seems perfectly alright .

and we are so excited to watch DA vinci code
guess wad we planned to sneak in .

DAMN FUCK
we spent our 48 bucks
den that fucking bald man insisted that we gave him our IC
and that fucking ticket was like non refundable lor
i just hate it .
but sorry keyan and jores
u all can watch de
but we pull u all down also .
so sorry

and that pulls our day down .
we all seems so lifeless .
it 's like in a few mths time we can watch alr right .
argh
the more i think of it .
the more i am angry ,
my blood is boling.
wad da fuck

took neoprint s bought earring .
eat japanese meal
ate rojak ,.
saw JACKLYN WITH WENXIONG![ holding hands ]
like how long can u deny .
saw REGINA WEARING BAREBACK !

saw dearest sujun ! =)


everything ish just SO WRONG
oh yeah i am in da moon to blog now . =)
alright . i am anticipating for TOWNING !

______________________________
bleahhss

red is the colour today _
my sister birthday ish coming
and she demand for a present
wad da heck ![thick skinned]
must learn to be a giver nort taker =D

exam ish finally over. time to take a break
i was horrified with my face ytd .
it look damn hideous
and i tra fucking didnt notice it
and nobody tells me
[ panda eyes ] [ so puffy ]
[so many pimples ]
lol it sounded so VAIN .
so i can imagine wad my face would be likeduring o lvl .
GOD__________

i am so anxious abt my result
prays hard .
cos i dun wan my effort to go down the drain .


-.-

Wednesday, May 17, 2006





























evidences of me studying

i am dead so dead .
gosh .
i am so lethargic
i hate MYE

Monday, May 15, 2006

okay there's just someone trying to ..........................................
spam my tagbooard
why put ur name annoymous .
ANNOYING lehs .
i dunno u den u say i sucks .
DOTS.
nth better to do .


why not u just reveal who u are

Sunday, May 14, 2006

























































PARTYING SESSION AT MARK ON SAT















STRAWBERRY milk .
this makes my day
recently i am just vex up
fucking attitude problem s

sometimes i feel sorry for MARK
it 's like all of the sudden
so many ppl wants to leave him
nahs
i dunnO

Saturday, May 13, 2006

can upload pic . thus no moOd to blog

Friday, May 12, 2006




















FAV PIC OF THE DAY =)




















nothing better to do




















ME again ?!



















MY tongue





























her .














yeah my topic for today
i killed this .
this is a fly
i smack this with my hand and it fall on the table
nevertheless
i pick it up
and squeeze all it 's blood out
the blood was oozing !!!
and i am getting so ..
excited .
and it seem so fun

did maths . read some physic
and i had forgotten i've got art .
swt .

and that fREAK BITE MY LIPS
and my lip bleed .
hahaa but nvm ! give u face
i miss u !=)














creative eh ? my reflection behind the black boOk !
just finish changing my blog skin
i am very contented .

alot of things happen today .
but i am just lazy to type it out !
at LEAST SHE IS VERY VERY HAPPY NOW
dun really like to see her cries.
=) and dun even wan to .

i am tired . yawns .
long sleep awaiting for me
hope i had sweet dreams
<>

Thursday, May 11, 2006















Wednesday, May 10, 2006

d i seriously does not know wad to study for HISTORY>
i had spend the whole afternoon like studying chapter four .
yeah HITLER. and he is a very very i dunnohow to say MAN
super demanding
and sadistic .
Okay . at least u are somewhere no around =)

THE emaths paper was Ok .
excpet for the ANGLES
i just sucks at that .
but anyways , i 've tried my best

the constant muggings are just too MUCH .
i am going to break down soon .
my body cant take in
mentally i am just depressed .
i wan to do well .
but i know i cant .
i need alot of time to catch up with all the things i had sybpass
i hope O lvl ends , like NOW .
but it 's not going to happen

thanks fengling for waiting for me .
but i never see u so i left =) , bu hao yi si

and SO i took the bus back home myself .
as i stood down .
alot of thing starts to run through my mind
i am beginning to MISS junyu .
it 's like out of the blue i am missing her ! lol
and thinking ...
and made a conclusion :

THE way i treat my friend is like farking bad !
frm today onwards .. i am gonna appreciate u guys . =)

and i tra fucking hate my sis !
pain in her ASS !
fuck Off . !
as a nice and resonable sis . i am not going to buy u any present for ya bd
u owe me too much money !

so i went to sembawang ... before that saw alot of ppl
so it s like " HI " HI" HI"
haha =)
and i saw PAUL !!!! muahahaa !!!
he is like omg da . not that handsome anymore ! hahaa !
so say HI and smile !
and like .. msn tok ! LOL


and after that when to meet him .
so slept in his room .=)
but in the end never . dots . .. hahaa !

so wad about history ?
i had just dig out ms paul notes .
and suddenyl i just feel that i am omg da stupid !
i actually copied out the textbook !
fucker
but heng only one chapter

this is a lng entry !
cos i have so many many thim g to type
but due to time constraint . and exam ! it 's like ARGH !!!

i am not going to sleep today !
and can NEVER sleep .
if i can !
it just wun happen !
cos got SOng ka downstairs
keep chanting ... but .. may u rest in peace lahs
although i dunno who U

the end of my NAG

Monday, May 08, 2006

maybe i will flunk both paper today .
i dunno.
but hope not =X
it's like who want to fail right ?
forget it ..

chemistry was like so boring .
didnt even have the mood to study alright !
i just hate CHEM
i dun seem to understand it at all !
not a fucking little .
but i cant be bothered to ASK .
blame myself then

i dunno wad is going inside my mind .
maybe i am just a little depressed
i hate to study !
it 's like so tiring argh
and i am not hardwrokng at all
i am just stupid !
very very STUPID .
haiz .

Sunday, May 07, 2006

congrat s to Prof HO peng Kee ___
he is still our MP.
some are Okay with it
some are very esctatic .
some are not so Ok .

i duncare much doesnt bother me anyways .
but hearinf the comment of my ma and fengling makes me laugh
i got lectured by both of them
so i just SHUT up .
i cant win them anyways .

=)

so when to do amaths today
like so damn diff .
didnt tocuh binomial and PC for a long long time
so kind of forget it
but . with the alot alot of practice
hope i can cope with the paper .
at least must pass bahs ! =)
good luck to me .
SOcial studies .. argh nid to memories !=)

gonna give in my best =)

i hate MARK .
he is a very stubborn and whatever bad thing u might listed out
HE hang my phone
fucker . like i owe him ..
he scolded me
so buei song for wad .
ur fault also not mine
u say u goona call me on FRI
and u didnt ! u think we are only FREE for U
pukes .
u also never help us . haiz .
the more i say the more i am agitated
so i rather contain my anger .
treat ur student a little bit better
will make ur buisness better !
rather than driving student away

Thursday, May 04, 2006















since somany request were made
i shall UPLOAD his PIC here !
say " hello " to my tuition tcher
MARK " the great "
and he produce the 7 a1 student ... despite . whatever .

-.-
but seriously . i 've go no comments

the stupid bluetooth of mine aint working
i wan to upload the picture
the pink creature .
the hardworking us [ jores , keyan, xuehui , fongmui]
the ball ball . frm da beancurd .
Okay .. i did study !!!! muhahaa !

hahaa ... awaiting for early dismissal tmr !
double yeahshh ....

but dread to go to mark
sobb .


i was here once again

Wednesday, May 03, 2006












































HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON LAO PA
a big muacks to U

alright today chinese paper .
it sucks
no much time to write .
and the PAP was like horning their watever
in da middle of the compo
which broke us into laughter


and that compre was like .. ________
so long !
haha


and so went to recess with fl , ky . xh . jores , fm and shu hui
and we were like pratically talking abt
wad's the diff between goverment and president
it ;s was funny , haha !

today is a hot day

and it was our 8 th mth
very happy .
he bought me an Op shirt
but i insist him to change
cos got flower ..
i am so DOTs ...
and he bought me a pink strawberry rubber band !

me >? i bought him that green creature !
say WOW

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

first advanced paper _ english .
Okie , quite contented with wad i had wrote for compo .
situational writing was like .
a paper full of rubbish . ___ duh

and next next ________
compre was like fucking difficult .
the passage was darn boring .
and the question was omg wtf .
the vocab was like SHIT .
seemed alien to me
but wad can i do
maybe lady luck is not with me .
blame myself .

so tra fucking .
tmr chinese paper .
must get at least an A man! !!


ding li ah dingli open ur eyes big big
and undertsand the passage ah !

GOT TO DO MY art ALR .
it was like URGH .
i hate my fucking life
EXAM SUCKS BIG TIME !

maybe pur friendship had soured .
but i can do anything abt it .
perhaps we dun click at all .
u wan to be the elite .
but i dun .
all da best to u den . =)

Monday, May 01, 2006

omg . this going be my last post .
i will update after exam ___


miss me Okay ?

today went to eat breakfast with my lao mei
den saw DR HO peng kee .
he was practicall trying to be friendly to every people there
and my sister was like
" i tell u hor "
"mother nv vote for them lehs "
" she say hor .. they very @#$%$##"
wad the heck . she is like omgwtf.
and she was like damn fake !
when DR ho walk pass and smile to us ! and SAY hi !
she hi BACK!
FREAk .
alright .
- give me more incentives . i will ask my mama and papa vote for u -


so i was flirting the whole night ytd .
LOL .
with keefe ryan and shakeen .
plus leon and desmond
and yusheng als O LOl .
i am so wantonish .
but was fun lahs !
who ask him go wedding dinner.
den i go have my fun norhs
i am a nice girl
heh .

i love ma EYELINER AND MASCARA
cant live without them
=0

miss me . haha . =)