monday : went for chalet
tueday : came back Frm chalet
wednesday : my day with xiaoliyi and koey
thursdae: SENTOSA
friday : at home

my life ish that boring .
u cant do anything _____

how much Would u pay fer love ?
me : no amount . infinite____
if a gal cry in front of u wat would u do ?

i love this !

feel like running away frm reality .
i dun wan to drop another tear for u .

a guy would nv turn back if the gal walks away
he thought that nothing had happen
i hate guys ! guys sucks !
fucking idiot !


i dun nid anyone to love
dun nid anyone to care
i am all by myself .
and not Crying anymore

end this with a tear .
everything will be fine

i wan to love u .
be urs forever and ever /
to be continue ...

i miss u more than word can say ..

3 more days and that will mark the end of my holidaay eXTRA lesson .
hope it ends faster ..
haha den finish up my holidae assignments .
Den go chalet have fun ..
but no money !
Dorts.
they ppl also nv tell mi anything abt the chalet
maybe they had forgotten bout me
but who cares right .
it's Still Early .
oh yeah.
the stupid noise coming frm the constructuin woke me Up.
even my lao ma also buei tahan .
as u Can see.
it really ... oh my god .
7 plus . so noisy liao
and nan de wo ke yi shui jiao ah !

okie lahs . update this night ,
love yah

i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u

Especially fer u . xxmuacksxx

badminton maniac z.

mm. so i brought my badminton racket to school todae .
and had mdm lim lesson
she commented that my word are neat but too small for her
she seems to be in a typical good mood today
so good fer us

after our boring english course .
we went ahead to da CC nearby . for some badminton -ing
with ....
wan qi , jiun chyi , lin juan , corrine , liu yong , jin yu and meng ni
had a good game .
oh yeah but my leg hurts alot now !
urgh .
but watever at least i had fun .

that 's all fer todae .
all i want is fun . LaALalaAALlaaa
and da damn golden village onli wan ppl older than 16
Oh my gosh .
watever .

mondae blues ? nahx . i am typically happy todae.
nth special crop up but my mood was pretty smooth.
is it a good thing ?
so . Woke up Ard 5.30 To wake him up again !
at least he say thanks . Den drop back to my Bed.
yeah there ish Chemistry lesson todae !
and that idiot niZZam ! took my workSheet !
how Dare U !!
heng tcher nv malign me nv pass Up.
Or Else...
i will chop u and cook my fav curry chicken
so after Da remedial
me jiun chyi mengni and lin juan plus wan qi went to da canteen to have our lunch .
and we gossip alot about some ppl LOh.
so went to Da gym todae 1
pretty FUn man !
LOL .
veh tired now .
oh yeah .

" tmr will be a better Dae "

i miss u . , do u ?

so Woke up Ealy in da morning .
went for mark .
huifang joined us too
and mark Was like crazy-ing taking picture with his long kok kok camerA
swt. and he bought Us yakult !
yeah . nice Lahs .
so after that . Went to meet my beloved for breakfast .
ate roti prata. i treat .
plus milo.
kana broke after that .
Den when to meet my sis !
Omg i was late
initially she was late as well .
and she call mi !
hang me fone thought it Was voice mail!
Den we went Swimming .
not bad lahs . swim until iveh tired!
den treat her chicken rice !
that ;s why i am broke !
haha !
took neoprint LOH.
not bad taken .
i like big big !
make it big ! haha ! Swt. [ i mean neoprint s]
came back very tired
read CLeO until i fallen asleep !
Den my fucking sis make the stupid nosie !
den i shift to da living room
Den my father open the door !
omg
Den i go his room on da fan and Sleep
sho shiok
until i neglected dinner
my sis . force me come out eAt
so i had my dinner at nine!
half plate of rice ! haha !

caution !
this is the climax of Wad i wanted to share todaE
alright. i hate guys lahs jerks
cept for some darlings.
ytd me and fenglign went to make ic
Den saw this ti ko uncle
indian ! swt.
we were wating for train
at CITY HALL MRT
alright
dent hat inidan guy was looking at our direction
initially i tot the guy was looking at fengling only .
but fengling Say he did look at me lahs
Den he was rubbing his dick
GROSS! and mast in da public
ok so we move to the centre
playing with the mirror
Den he came all the way frm the end to the centre
and Gross
show us his evil Grin !

my nick veh obvious , i know haha !

i love my .....
and my les !

i am in love with jay ! yeahhs
" Feng "
i love all his songs .
crazing


to sharan : thank thanks thanks
for sending that late testi !
love yah too .
this year realli rocks .
thanks .!!!

so todae. got da english course.
nothing much happen lahs .
haha !
so ends here


i am alive again !

i want to thank u people :

yusheng :
thanks forur 2.12 am message . yeah u rocks !
jiun chyi :
qing ai de i love yah man ! thanks for da cake . dun care bout wat that wan qi say
it's really sweet and nice. Omg . very sincere .. realli thank U . xxmuacks xx
and thanks for the sweet one yr . frenx forever .
wanQi :
haha the 27 de . i will rmb ur birthdae de .. get ur gift frm me bahs ! LALa .
fengling :
thanks u alot for the album ! omg i love yah ! haha !
realli very suprised ! omg . haha . and the ckaenice right
thanks for that birthdae song too .
keyan :
thank alots ! for that Cd as weelll . haha ! i love u darling . haha !
omg . so touched .
josephne , feng mui , xue hui ,shu hui !
THANKS FOR THE CD!! MUACKS ! U ROCKS !!!!
Chui Hooi :
thanks for the birthdae song ! yeahhs love u .. too
u are my lao gong eh ! haha !
and dearest dearest BAOYUN,
thanks U TOO !!! hahaa .. for telling everyone my birthdae .
sorrie eh . i dun feel like playing basketball
next time perhaps..
chewLOo and Jean :
thank u too ! Love yah .
my darling PEIYI:
it 's okay u nv celebrate with me .
but at least u send me a message not forgetting ym birthdae.
realli miss yah xx. muacks.
and a someone send me a birthdae message :
i dunno who u are but realli thank u for that .
haha .
MR RAMESH :
thank u for wishing me ! haha ! u rocks too .
i will try my best for chem
although i am realli hopeless in it .


magdalene :
haha nv forget my brithdae wors ! ahaa
aniwaes thanks u . muacks
bestfriends forever

to yamei ,
oh my god darling hhaa , thanks for making a call and waihing me
i was shocked ! yeah ! love yah .
must fibd one day go out !
out bond had become closer le
to cheryl :
omg thanks for the testi , i love yah .
miss yah .. cant see u that often
reallihope we can meet one dae tok tok
yeah

6a3 rocks !

and thanks to those who wised me birthdae :
lin juan
amanda
adeline
sujun
regina
nelson
daniel
shilong
zhiyang
erika
huifang
lilian
benjamin
edwin
samuel
thompson
waiyeong di
and who ah . i also forgetliaos
but reali thank /U people !!! lolx !!!


To DEAREST JANE ONG !!!
happi birthdae to u !!!! yeahhs

and my one and only Aiai
i love u . nothing would break us apart.
and thanks
though nv celebrate with u .

one more Dae to my birthdae .
alright todae was pretty alright .
i veh typical Dae.
oh yeah .
and took alot of pics man !
me and jane ong celebrating our BIRTHDAES
at my house .
so we shared a birthdae cake .
she is 13and i am 15 tomorrow
so darn old man !
hope me mama strike 4d !
damn i will have a mp3 liao
prays ! LOL!
mmm . lalalaa . i am happi alright !
make me laugh more !

so i woke him up at 5 plus . so darn sleepy den man .
Alright .. so todae's remedial was pretty Okie .
yeah . permutation and combination .
me and jiun chyi kept on laughing
cos we know it alr . LOL !
and that stupid aLex kept on haolian -ing
he Even shout the ans Wrong so loudly !!
Omg ! whatever . he paiseh nia .
buten he sho thickskin also wun feel anything one .
so went home with da group of girls
cos jiun chyi got BBq .
yeah went home with baoyun .
___ we tok bout alot of things !
and she wanted to celebrate my birthdae for me .
wow . thanks man .
but i got that stupid irrtatin course for english
which falls directly on my birthdae !
* chicken mama kuku nana*
gave baoyun a peck after i alight frm da bus .
reached home sAw " JANE""
yeah so we went for some badmintoning
went twice .
maybe there ish a bit lack of stamina to contiue the game
it was pretty Fun . yeah sweat alot too .
and ease da pain too !
badminton for life .
tmr would be fun
if everything turns out well as planned .
alright .
just Sho darn bored . i dunno how to do the chem worksheet !
watever .



just having some mood swing nowadaes .
just dunno why .
maybe something ish bothering me .
but whatever i just wanna enjoy ! oh yeah

and pls hor dont give me ur ass face .
yuck
he dont want u also not my tai qi !
he also wun want u de norhs .
swt .

if the war prolonged .
there would be more loss

suffered frm that stupid pain the whole afternoon
feel like ranting feels like shouting but just too weak man
and thanks Fengling and jiun chyi for sendin me back to my doorstepas
reali appreciate that .
* muacks *
so . mmm. lay on the floor tying to sleep ...
but cant . just too pain ..
Alright . shall not go into detail .
LOL .

so paul return me my racket
yeahhs seriously hope thta i will be well tmr ...
COs .. haha ! i am going badmintoning with jane ong !
allaa . hopes she plays well lahs .
den more fun .. maybe i will be " noob -er"
long time nv play jor
craving for it man !

and donovan promised me for basketball ! yeahhs !
* abish*
and had learnt a new word frm Amy
"chicken mama ku ku na na "
sho Cute man ! amy Rocks !


sometimes my heart realli sinks man
really miss 2a2 sometimes .
and dread it another time .
gosh . seriously i am not anticiapting for the chalet
but gonna try to recover back the spirit
hopefully ____ but nahx . i just felt So left out

frenx are not for backstabb.
sometimes they might be frank but thier intial idea ish to help u
but if yah treat ur fren like someone to be use when u nid them
i rather ask u to jump Down .
yah dun deserve to live
yah dun deserve to have any frens .
they trusted u while u treated them fer granted .
ah ..... i depise u.
i just hate u .. i dunno Why
everything mihgt seems perfectly alright in everybody's eye
but the hatred is still in da heart
trying to fake a smile in front of me,
wait long
i am not so native
and ur smile ish so decieving .


peace Out

the boy said to his girl :

the reason yon never cross my mind is because you are always on my mind
the reason i dont like u ish becos i love u
the reason i dun want you ish i need you
the reason i wouldnt cry if you left ish because i would die if u leave me
the reason i woudnt live for u because i would die for you
the reason why i am not willing to do anything for u ish because i want to Do everything for you
the reason i choose my life ish because u are my life .

omg . it was like sh0 erm . romantic right ?
got such guy in this world ?? * shakes heads *
i would chop off my head if got such a guy ...
but anyways . it was nice .


alright todae was plain boring .
and i fucking hate it .
i was induging in every thing..
sianstation
i hate afternoon . so long and so darn fucking boring .
but love it when i get to sweat and play hard .
nahx trying to find a parnter to play and sweat along eh
but nobody is sho sporty ..
all sho darn lazy .. watever .
next time i go myself .
play with myself better
at least i nid not accomodate them
i hate accomodating . damn fuck .

i was drawn to da tv ..
yeah . those japs animation or watever u called that
showing on channel U .
though it was in chinese
i Was actually reading the subtitles!
swt.. i am used to reading ..
pathetic .
i think 4 hrs of tv straight .
i wasnt watching .
i was just putting the tv for diaplay .
and lay on the floor figuring how da do the amaths Sum
and engrossing my CLEO !!!
how to be Super fliRtatious ! . bahhaa !
wear killer heels . guys loves legs ..
and giRls pick up lines ...
i was reading and reading
and it gets really boring when i finish da mag .
so i roam ard da house and complaining i was bored!
den my mum was like saying "
go clean the floor , after i go to work "
*shrugs *'
it was like 3 more hrs tO go .
and maybe i will have things to do that fucking three hrs later
Erm . so i was as usual laying on the sofa watching my tv.
and someone came knocking on the door
some worker's party !
it freaks me Off .
i was like . " MOTHER" come out now !
LOL.. so my mum was like so damn fucking elated !
damn .
and so . i went back to my room
to ka jaio my sis and her fren aka my fren !
they were playing maple
and i keep on shouting "Noobs"!
so i was just crazing out of boredom
yeah until she left . aka my fren..
that mao mao !haha !
Chen mao mao
Chen da li
Chen Xiao yi
LOl lame seh

alright . so ...i was so pissed off .
i dunno why ....
watever ..
so tears sprungs..
soon roll down my Cheeks
and ibreak down
and to bring out a brave front
i indugled i sits Up ...
and it was like sho damn fucking easy to do it when i am angry

aniways i am jkust a ypical bitch
i need no one to love
no one loves me either .
hey watever
i am sho damn unreasonable too .
i alwasy rage my anger for nothing .
yeah .
that me ..

woke Up ..feeling realli hot.
but went to school . was feeling abit better
so it rained .
todaes was fine .
i miss him !
hhaa!

happy 2nd months .
u Rocks . xxmuackxzzz.

my Room ish so Clean now !___
Dust FREE
haha thanks TO my whole aftrenoon's hardwOrk !
the Dae ish as usual .
miss u <3

alright_____ i Am BROKE !!!
penniless ! spend all my money on
1. NEOPRINTS
2. t-shirt
3. earrings
4. notebook
5. jane's present
6 .slippers.
7. food !

1. Neoprints ______
took two time with my sister . we went to bugis .
the machines are great esp the second on ....
yeah the one with the poles on ....
love the decorations . the first one was successful as well .
so ... quite contented

2. t-shirt____
i've bought a brown t-shirt in bugis street. i think it's a ghost in the t-shirt
it attracted me becos the colour and collar .
but when i wear it ... doesnt seems nice .

3.earring ____
just a typical earring.
i just nid one

4.notebook ___
purple one which realli rocks !
i love purple

5.slippers____
ripple sipper with lots and lots of circles and colour !
i am jst trying to be retro!

6.jane's present ___
a RETRO SPECS! !!

so knock into wang lan meng ni and leeteng
LOL singapore ish so small ! hehe !
i am broke

mmmm. Woke Up quite early .
like 7plus
maybe i am used to this ____
so mama bought breakfast back .
Carrot Cake .
er no that nice .
after that she ask mi to Help her peel the prawn
which i had nv Done in my whole life .
Den i ask her demo
cos i keep saying
" my mother nv teach me howto peel prawn when i was younger "
haha Den she buei tahan ,
so i had fun with the prawns .
i was so . mmmm. CUTE....
so i peel and cut out the So calld ' stomach "
mmmmm. quite fun lahs
but my sis extra wan peel Den complian Swt ...
LOL.